The Sea Does Not Forgive

Zoya

                                **NSFW**

Zoya had made some pretty dumb decisions in her life, but she had to admit the worst was probably walking to Nikolai's room right now. She knocked on the door and he answered, very alert for the late hour.

"Hi." she said.
"Hi."
"Can I come in?"
He hesitated, but then said, "Please."
"How are you doing?"
"As well as I can. How's Tamar?"
"Most likely concussed, but she'll survive. Tolya?"
"The burns on his hands will heal. I'm hoping a healer is in Kerch so we can quicken the pace of it."
"And you?"
"Oh I'm great. Yeah. I love being launched into the ocean, it's my passion."
She chuckled, "I thought I was going to die. I thought you were going to die."
"But we didn't."
She dropped her eyes, "No. But in the few moments when I thought we would, all I could think about was how I'd kick myself if I died never being honest."
"About what?"
"My emotions. My desires. I've spent my whole life thinking about how to be the best, but not for myself, so I can make an impact and matter."
"And now?"
"Now," she looked back up at him, "Now all I really want is you. Every part."
He stepped closer so they were now no more than a foot apart, "Without panicking and backing away?"
"I'm sure I'll panic. But backing away is not something in my wheel house currently."

  His mouth met hers quickly. Her hands were in his hair and his on her waist. His tongue met her lips again, and this time she let him him. Exploring each other's mouths, Nikolai pushed off Zoya's coat and picked her up to place her on the dresser in the room. She went to lean back but bumped her head on the mirror.

  "Ow! Fuck."

  He burst out laughing letting his head fall into the crook of her neck. She was laughing too. Eventually, he pulled back to look at her.

  "Maybe that's a sign we should wait until we have a real bed." he said.
  "We're only going to have one shot at our first time. Might as well do it on a boat that wants to kill us."

  She leaned forward slowly until their mouths were connected once more. This is what she was craving. This electrifying feeling but with some she can hold and love. This feeling with him. Her hands moved to his shirt and undid the buttons, she pushed it off his shoulders and he let it fall to the floor. His head moved planting kisses along her jaw down to her neck. He found her soft spot instantly, and biting softly, she let out a quiet moan.

  The sound must have encouraged him, because he bit a second time and harder, planting hot kisses on top to distract from the pain. The strap of her nightgown fell off her shoulder. Nikolai pulled back and slid the nightgown up over her head. She now sat half naked on the dresser. Nikolai spent a few minutes looking over her body. Suddenly, feeling self conscious, she blushed.

  "Is... something wrong?" she asked.
  "No, not at all. You're perfect."

  He leaned back in and kissed along her collar bone and down her chest to her right breast. Wrapping his lips around her nipple, she moaned, her eyes fluttering shut. His left hand ran up her side to her other breast. The cool of his hand against the warmth of her skin made her shiver, she sighed along with it. Every instinct in her body was awake, and she was loving every minute of it.

  He pulled away from her right breast and kiss along to her left. His right hand moved to her right nipple, still giving it attention while his mouth was on the left. She moaned again. The noise caused him to groan with her. He moved to between her boobs and kissed down to her stomach. Again the contrast of hot and cold sent shivers down her spine. His hands reached the hem of her underwear. She lifted herself up so he could remove the lacy garment. He kissed the top of her thigh and made his way to her knee.

  Then he kissed along the inside all the way the way to where her leg connected with her hips. He spent a moment there testing the waters with his tongue. She lifted her legs around his shoulders to give him better access. Every sloppy kiss brought a new sigh or moan from her mouth. Hot kisses were planted all around her center. Her hands were in his hair now, and he groaned each time she tugged. A silent ask for more.

  "Nikolai." she sighed.

  He finally placed one right on her center, and the feeling cause a loud drawn out moan to release from her mouth. His tongue played with her outer folds, and each time liquid poured out he groaned, each one getting a little louder. He pushed harder with his tongue and felt it slip between her folds. Both Zoya and Nikolai groaned. He pulled back for a split second, and Zoya whimpered at the loss of warmth.

  Using his finger, he lifted up the hood of her clitoris and wrapped his mouth around it. A cry escaped her mouth as he licked and prodded. Taking his right hand, he inserted two fingers in and curled them while dragging down. She groaned and he did it again. Sweat had formed on her face now and she panted out his name over and over. He removed his fingers now covered in her liquids, and replaced them with his mouth again. This time he sucked and licked interchangeably.

  One particularly aggressive lick sent her over. She shouted his name as bliss overtook her, her mind clear with nothing but this moment in it. He lapped at her, cleaning up the mess he'd made, and once she'd calmed down, he stood back up and placed a hot kiss one her lips. She could taste the salt of her orgasm on his tongue, and that caused her to moan in his mouth.

  He pulled her forward and she wrapped his legs around his waist. Her opening situated perfectly on his very hard dick. He carried her over to the bed and laid her down. She sat up, and as he came down to kiss her, she started removing his belt. Freeing it from his waist, she grabbed his pant hem and his underwear hem, and in one swift movement both were on the floor. He chuckled.

  "Eager are we?"
  "You had your fun, now I get to have mine."

  With both her hands she pushed him over. He scooted back to be fully on the bed while she swung a leg over him and sat promptly on the length of his cock. The force drew out a groan from him while his eyes shut and she smiled. Teasing him was going to be fun. She was still slick from earlier, so sliding up and down was almost frictionless. The pressure satisfied him though, because every time she reach his tip he groaned.

  She slid off and pumped him once, earning a small cry from him. She did it again a revived a longer drawn out one. She licked two fingers and ran them over his tip before bringing them back to her mouth. He was already dripping with pre-cum, and his salt contrasted with hers causing her to groan as well. She sat back on his length and dragged herself twice more before positioning him at her opening, and sliding down.

  Reaching the bottom she fought a cry, and he let out a loud moan. She rocked back and fourth. Slow at first, getting used to the new rhythm. Eventually, when she was comfortable, she picked up speed. As she fell into a pattern, he rocked his hips in time with her drawing out loud moans from both each time their skin collided. His thumb had moved to her clit, stimulating her as she moved against his body.

  "Zoya." he said. But it was really more of a whisper, he was struggling to breath let alone talk.

  Once more, then twice, then he was over his hill and spilling into her. His loud cry was her undoing as well, and the warmth of her cum on his cock caused a loud exasperated sigh. She worked him up and down a few more times, bringing them both down from the high. She then laid on his chest, letting him rub her back lazily and kiss her hair.

  After five minutes or so, she slowly pulled herself off of him, and the friction caused him to let out one more groan. She put on her nightgown before crawling under the covers into his arms. They laid silent for a while until Nikolai spoke up.

  "What are the odds we woke the whole ship?"
  She laughed loudly, "The whole ship and probably every sea monster within a five mile radius."

  He laughed with her. She rubbed her hand over his chest lazily and up around his jaw. He looked down at her, exhaustion laced his eyes.

  "Are you okay? Was that okay?" he asked.
  She chuckled softly, "If I wasn't satisfied you would know. Believe me. I'm not in the market of faking it."
  Now he laughed. "I believe it."

  Zoya smiled and let her eyes closed. They still had rough seas ahead of them, but for right now she could pretend the world was perfect and that she'd get the happy ending she wanted.