I'm not an angel (Daryl Dixon Love Story)

Chapter 3- First Time

"I want you to come to the welcome party I've organized for your group" Deanna told Marie, who was heading 'home'.

"I don't have to go if I don't want to" Marie shrug and kept walking.

"You should go, you might like it" Deanna tried persuading her.

''Whatever" Marie grunted and walked away from her. She didn't want to go to the party.

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Although she didn't want to go, she went. Maybe it was the fact that they had alcohol or maybe she just wanted to try something new. She didn't know, but she went for it.

She was wearing jeans that for the first time, in a long time, fit her perfectly. She was also wearing a purple long sleeve that hugged her tightly. It was too hot to wear a long sleeve, but there was some things she didn't want people seeing. Her hair was lose and a bit messy, but she didn't care. There was no one to impress. She didn't even know if Daryl was gonna be here. She hasn't spoken much to him since they've gotten here.

She was think about looking for him when the front door opened.

"You know the parties in here, right?" a man smiled at her. He was a few years younger than her. He wasn't bad looking at all "you can't get away"

"I was hoping I could" she sighed. Her comment caused the man to laugh.

"Come on, you should come in" He smiled again. He looked familiar. Marie sighed and slowly walked in. She felt slightly out of place. It was like she was back in elementary and high school. She walked away from him and to where Noah was standing.

"This is so weird" He mumbled when she stood next to him "I feel so out of place"

"You and I both'' She patted his shoulder. She knew how he felt.

"Y'll feel as weird as I do?" Tara said as she approached them. She had two beers in hand one for her and one for Marie.

"More" Noah grunted, he didn't want to be here. Marie chuckled and took a chug from her beer.

"Want to get out of here?" Tara asked both of them.

"Yeah, but first" Marie walked to where they had the beer and grabbed three in each hand, Tara doing the same. The three of them walked out of the house and headed to theirs.

"Hey!" they stopped when they heard Abrahams voice "where are y'll going?"

"To get drunk" Tara shouted back, loud enough for other people to hear "want to join?"

Abraham nodded and walked towards them, Rosita by his side. They all walked back to the house and sat in the living room in a circle.

"Want to play truth or dare?" Tara laughed as she asked. They all nodded their heads, they had nothing better to do. Tara grabbed an empty bottle and placed it between everyone. She spun it around until it slowly stopped at Marie.

"Truth or dare?" Tara asked with a smile.

"Truth" Marie shrug and took a drink from her beer. Tara took a moment to think about something.

"I got it!" She snapped her fingers "Who was your first time?"

Noah groaned at Tara's question. He didn't want to know about someone's sex life.

"My best friend" Marie simply answered. She knew they would realize who it is.

"Ain't Daryl your best friend?" Abraham raised an eyebrow at her. Marie awkwardly nodded her head at him.

"Was he any good?" Tara smirked at her. Marie smiled and nodded.

"Okay, who's next?" Tara smiled and chose someone instead. Marie looked down at the wooden floor and spaced out.

•*Flashback*•

"Are you sure about this?" Daryl asked Marie. He was hovering over her, both of them wearing nothing.

"Yeah" Marie hesitantly nodded at him. She looked up at the dark sky as she did. She wanted to get her virginity over with. She wanted to lose it with someone she trusted. There wasn't anyone else she trusted more than Daryl.

"This is gonna hurt" Daryl mumbled. He didn't want to see her in pain, specially if he's the one causing it. He had heard that when losing virginities, the girls hurt most. He didn't know much as he was a virgin himself.

"Only for a while, right?" Marie slightly smiled. She was trying to lighten the mood. Daryl only nodded his head, there was hesitation in his eyes and she could see it.

"Hey," she made him look at her "it will be alright, okay?"

Daryl once again nodded his head and didn't say anything. He leaned down and placed a long, passionate kiss on her lips. He placed himself at her entrance and slowly entered her. He felt her tense up and gasp in pain underneath him. He couldn't feel more guiltier than ever.

She didn't know if it was because of his size or the fact that it was her first time. She felt pain shoot through her, it was unbelievable. Tears started forming in her eyes, but she didn't let them fall. She knew that if she did Daryl would stop and feel shameful for what he's done.

Once he was fully in her, he stilled. He let her adjust to him for a few minutes. Once he felt her relax, he slowly pulled out until only the tip was in. He pushed in again, but not as slow as the first time. He released a grunt at the feeling he felt. He never knew it could feel this amazing.

Marie let out a breathy moan as he moved. The pain she felt was slowly starting to go away and being replaced with pleasure. She wrapped her leg around his waist, pulling him closer to her. She heard him release a loud grunt which caused her to moan in response. She didn't know she was bucking her hips against him until she heard him moan louder. She couldn't help, but look at him as she did. His eyes were closed and his face resembled what could only be pleasure. He was enjoy their moment.

She soon started feeling a burning sensation in her stomach. She had to let go and she knew it. She couldn't help, but moan his name "Daryl"

Hearing his name come out of her mouth made him go faster. His once slow thrusts became more forceful and powerful. He had to hear his name again. Hearing the pleasure from her voice and moans made him feel good.

"Daryl" Marie moaned louder when his movements got rougher. She felt him shaking from on top of her. She soon felt herself doing the same. She cried out his name as her climax hit her. It only made him moan out loud as he too, climaxed. He collapsed on top of her. Both their bodies were covered in sweat. Their breathing was heavy as they tried to get their breathe back. They had both just lost their virginities to their best friend.

•*Flashback Over*•

That was their first time together. They never knew it wouldn't be the last one either. They both had lost it in the back of Merle's pick up truck. It wasn't the most romantic moment, but it was with someone they loved. It was when they both started being more than just best friends.

"Hey you okay?" Marie was snapped out of her thoughts by Rosita.

"Huh? oh yeah," Marie nodded her head at her "I'm going outside for fresh air"

They all nodded their heads at her as she walked out of the house and continued their game.

Marie leaned against the railing of the front porch. The only thing she could hear was the sound of crickets. She didn't have to watch her back like she used to. She could finally relax for what felt like the first time in a long time.