I'm a mess
I'm angry and regretful
I'm selfish and lonely
I'm judgemental and insecure
I'm a mess
I hate that i act the way I do
I hate people who act
Like I do
But do I hate myself?
In a lot of ways yes
My thoughts are atrocious
And I wish I could change
I don't deserve what I have
And I am not grateful enough
But also no
Some part of me feels superior
What rite do I have to think this?
Everyone is equal
But I'd choose myself over many
I'd care for my loved one's
Even if It killed everyone else
It's immoral
But I can't
to me theyre worth the world
And that's not a good thing
So I can only hope
I never have to play God
I'd be a bad God
I'm selfish and cruel
But I want to change
How?
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Poetry (15+)
PoetryThe crazy world of my mind expressed in poetry. May contain content that isn't suitable for young children, such as depression/suicide/self harm.
