I want to get better
I really do
But I feel so helpless
The urges fight me
I want to give in
I'm not a warrior
I don't want to fight
I just want to be at peace
I want to be better
I just don't know how to do that
It's simple saying
'Just get help'
Do you realize how difficult that is?
I don't want them to know
I don't want to disappoint them
But isn't that what got me here
In the first place?
The disappointment
The fear
It's overwhelming
I'm trying to fight something
No one knew I was fighting
And I think I'm losing.
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Poetry (15+)
PoetryThe crazy world of my mind expressed in poetry. May contain content that isn't suitable for young children, such as depression/suicide/self harm.
