How could you? (Third book in Life series)

Really? Do you have a brain?

I was furious. She is engaged to the singer of Ice Nine Kills. The guy that was never fucking around after every set that he played. Was he hiding from me or just off talking to Shelby after. That mother fucker. They haven't even been together 6 months yet! What is she doing!

I tossed on my jacket and headed out the door. I got in my car and started speeding. When I was at Ricky's, I started pounding on his door. "Open up dude". He opened the door. "Jesus dude, abuse my door". I walked passed him and handed him my invitation as he closed the door. "Oh I got something like this in my mail. What is it". He read it then looked at my. "Are you kidding me?". He pulled out his phone. "Dude did you grab your mail today?". I paced angrily. "I don't care if your about to bone your girlfriend. Please just go and look". He sighed. "Ya okay. See you soon".

A little bit later Balz walked into house with his invitation in hand. "Is this for real?". "She said she was going to get out there not get married". I was kinda unsure I heard that right. "Wait you knew she was seeing someone?". "No, she was said she was going to get out there after she saw you at the Cheesecake Factory but she stopped talking to me as much so I assumed she was just casually dating". That one sucked. She started dating because of seeing me with Megan. I growled under my breath. "Let's go see her... Now". I started heading out to my car with the others behind me. "Chris maybe we shouldn't-". "I said now".

I was at her door knocking hard. It didn't take long before she was answering the door. "Chris what are you- Balz? Rick?". She opened the door and the guys sat down but not me. "What's going on?". I held out the now annoying blue envelope. She looked down and bit her lip. "Are you fucking kidding me?". "No I'm not! I'm getting married! He just asked me a couple weeks ago. It's happening fast yes but that doesn't mean you need to judge my choices!". "Yea cause you make great choices don't you? Maybe he will be just like Emmett". Oh fuck. There went the words from my mouth and I couldn't believe it. Why did I just say that. Balz and Ricky looked at each other with their mouth wide out. But the look on her face was killed me. The tears started forming in her eyes. "Shel I'm sorry I didn't-". "You were one of my choices and look how that turned out. Just get the hell out and lose the invitation".

I walked out of place and it sucked. Damn my big mouth. Am I ever going to get this right? All I know is I have this feeling that she isn't going to talk to me for awhile now. I needed to clear my head. I pulled out my phone and knew I would regret my choice later.

"Hey baby! I was just thinking about you".

Her voice annoyed my ears already

"Hey Hun, do you want to do something?".

"Sure! Why don't you come over?".

"Alright I'll be there in a little while"

I pulled up to Megan's and kept thinking about Shelby. She opened the door before I even knocked. I grabbed her hand and dragged her to the bedroom where I spent most of the night with her just trying to get my mind off of how Shelby and Spencer got together.