It Comes In Waves, Hold My Breath& Let It Bury Me

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I was enjoying every minute that I spent with Spencer these last three weeks and it seemed that I was with him everyday or we were doing something together. Not to mention I couldn't stop thinking about him when he wasn't around.

I had just gotten home from work and cleaned up when my phone went off.

"Hello?".

"Hey Hun what are your plans tonight?".

"Oh hi Spenc! I didn't look at my phone when I picked up. But I'm not doing anything tonight. Why what's up?"

"Well... My mom found out I was dating again because of my big mouth little sister but anyways, they want us to come to dinner tonight".

Yup there was my little mini freak out. Meeting people. Especially parents

"Sure I will go. Good thing my blue and green hair faded".

He laughed

"Really? Awesome I'll pick up about seven. Bye baby"

We hung up and I had a little freak out for a moment. We're kind of moving fast but I was happy.

I decided get ready and take a shower. When I got out my phone rang. I was assuming that it was Spencer when j answered it without looking at the caller id.

"Hey baby"

"Uhh.. Well hello to you too hun".

I was struck with the realization that it was Chris. Well that was awkward.

"Sorry I thought you were someone else... What did you need Christopher?"

"Really full first name?"

He growled a little and huffed

"Well we are leaving in like two days to start our tour, we all wanted to see you before we leave. What are you doing tonight?"

"I've got plans, but we can do something in the morning if you want"

"Sure that works. I'll text you later"

"Listen I've got to go Chris, I was actually just getting ready".

"Alright... See ya".

We hung up and I sighed. I should have just let them go without saying goodbye. I don't want to see Chris. This is just too much for me.

****

I was finishing getting ready when I heard my front door open. "Hello?". I popped my head of my door. "Hey hun, just me". "Damn it Spencer! Scary the fucking shit out of me!". I heard him walking up the stairs. "That's my job baby, I'm your boyfriend".

He walked into the bathroom and grinned. "Oh when did that happen?". He pulled me into a hug and lifted me on to the bathroom counter. "It happened right now. I mean, I am taking you to meet my mother". "Well aren't you smooth". He smiled and kissed me. "Finish up okay? We've got to get going". I nodded as he walked down stairs and I finished my hair and make up

******

We pulled up to a very nice house, not to mention how huge it was. Ok I was nervous. "Did you hear me? We should go in". "I'm nervous". He kissed my head. "You will be fine. My family is nice". He got out and opened my door, holding his hand out for me.

He looked at me and smiled as he knocked on the door. "I'll get it!". "Sarah back away, I'll get it".

The door open and a beautiful petite women opened the door. "Spencer!". She hugged him and kissed his cheek then pulled away. "And you must be Shelby, well aren't you gorgeous". She smiled and pulled me into a hug. As we walked in to the huge over sized entrance, a younger girl came running down the grand stairs. "Spenc!". She ran to him, jumping into a hug. "Hi hun!".

"Shel this is my little sister Alicia". She smiled and then hugged me.

*****

To my surprise I was actually having a good time. Dinner was amazing and Spencer's family was very laid back. I placed my hand on his leg and slowly inched my hand upward. Spencer looked at me and smirked. "Mom we have to go soon. I've got to leave Saturday for the tour".

I looked over him and totally forgot that he was leaving as well. We said goodbye to his mom and sister and headed out. I was quiet on the way back. "What's wrong". He looked at me and frowned. "I forgot you leave... How long will you be gone?". He sighed. "Just under three months. We won't be on for the whole tour". I nodded as he grabbed my hand. "Spenc... Will you stay with me tonight?". He smiled and nodded

******

"Shel, wake up someone is knocking at your door and your phone is going off". I shot up out of bed and grabbed my dress and tossed it back on me. "Spencer you have to go out the back door please".

He walked down the stairs with me utterly confused and looked upset. "Please baby. I will see you tomorrow before you leave I promise". I kissed him and pushed him out the back door as I ran to the front door to open it.

Chris, Ricky, and Balz stood. "Jesus we've been out here for like nine minutes". I raked my fingers threw my messy hair. "Sorry I was still asleep. Come in".

******

I hung out with them for the day. We went out to breakfast and did a couple other things before they left early in the afternoon to finish packing or go hang out with their girlfriends. They were leaving tomorrow along with Spencer but I know what I wasn't going to be able to say goodbye to the boys because of I would be saying good bye to Spencer.

It sucked but I wanted to say goodbye to Spencer before he left. I'm sure I could think of an excuse to tell the guys why I wasn't able to say goodbye.

Even if it did suck.

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