How could you? (Third book in Life series)

I'll Be Just Fine

I thought that I would feel better after I told Chris off but honestly I felt terrible. Things just kept piling up and annoying the fuck out of me.

Spencer's mother was happy that we were getting married but now she wanted to control every part of the wedding and dinner.

I just have a feeling deep in my bones that the dinner was going to be a disaster tonight and if it was then I was going to push back the wedding..

The dinner was in a little over an hour and I was upstairs getting cleaned up. Spencer's mother had bought me a dress that I adored. It was a solid black dress except the arms were lacy and long. I sat down as one of the hands helped me with my hair and make up.

There was a small knock on the door. "Come in". Spencer came in and stood next to me. "Everyone will be here soon. Mom wants you to walk down the stairs and make a grand entrance". I looked up at him. "Spenc don't you think this is a bit much?". He shook his head. "If it was up to mom it would be the whole city. Just humor her babe". He kissed me on the head and walked out.

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I sighed and pulled myself together as the hand opened the door and I walked down the stair case. I could feel everyone's eyes on me. Spencer's family and friends along with my friends. I smiled to see Ryan, Ghost, Balz, Ricky , Chris and... Megan.

Why the FUCK is she here

I was livid.

I couldn't breathe for a moment. I stopped in my tracks as I saw Spencer and his mom look at him to keep walking. "Go baby". He whispered to me.

I found it in me to move my legs. The angry and hate got me down the stairs with a smile on my face. Spencer came up next to me as we interlocked hands. He kissed my cheek as I saw Chris glaring at us. To my surprise Megan looked super pissed. What was she mad about.

We had our dinner with everyone and it was a great dinner. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ricky and Balz. "Boys!". I tossed my arms around them. "You look beautiful Shel". I smiled but quickly felt pained. "Why did he invite her?". They looked at each other and sighed. "He-". Before they could answer I saw him and her walking up to us. "You've got to be fucking kidding me". I whispered to myself.

They stopped and she kissed him on the cheek and walked up. He walked up and smiled at the guys. "Can we talk outside for a moment". I looked at Spencer to see him talking with Megan. "Fine".

We walked outside to the patio. "What did you want to talk about?". He sighed. "Better yet why did you bring HER to my engagement dinner? You barely had an invite". He looked at me coldly. "Our friends asked me to come. And Kylie wanted to bring Megan for whatever reason". "She needs to back the fuck off of my fiancé". He growled in his throat as he grabbed the side of his suit and adjusted it in a smug manor. "Knock that off Christopher". "Does it bother you?". He knew it did. It was something that got me going.. If you know what I mean. "Fuck you Christopher". He smirked as he walked closer. "Oh I wish".

I walked off and back into the party. I walked up to Spencer who was talking to Megan. God that women burnt my ass. I pushed up against him, grabbing the back of his neck and kissing him on the lips passionately in the middle of her sentence. She cleared her throat and looked mad but I didn't give a fuck. I pulled away and he smiled as he had his hand around my waist. "Megan this is my fiancé Shelby". She looked like she was struck by a train and that made me happy.

"Shelby this is my ex Megan".

Ok so now I was the one that was struck by a train