Cherry | K.TH

chapter twenty six

c h e r r y

After that day, he didn't called me or even texted me. Sure, I understand I maybe damaged his ego or something, but ignoring me?

It's almost a week now. When we're at Uni, he looks at me before running away. I wanted to speak up several times, but he ended up pushing me away. He was drunk yesterday, he might forgotten what happened yesterday.

But how can he forget something so huge about us? He literally told me the reason why he's so cold and why Sehun is being a jerk to him. Using his abusive father against him. The reason he was crying on the beach because of the memories or something.

Gosh I hate him for letting me hanging, alone.

"Wow, girl, you're holding that pen like a knife," Jennie scarily said, putting her hand on top of mine.

I sighed, letting go of the pen. She soon ask me about what's going on with my mind.

"It's nothing," I mumbled slowly. My response didn't passed her. She hates it when I keep everything to myself. Jennie always wants me to talk about literally everything in my life.

She nudged my arm, pushing me to tell the stuff I had in my mind. I shouldn't lie to her. I should tell every tiny details about last Sunday.

"I'm not sure if he likes me."

"What? Why would you even believe that?"

"Since Sunday, he didn't even called me or texted me, for a week now. He told me a very important thing and then we made out, also did it. He was so gentle and smiley that day, I couldn't believe it. But now, I think it was because he was drunk and it was all fake," I cried out in the corner of the library.

Jennie was trying to shush me and calming me down. I couldn't bare to think that the guy I'm close to the most, and I like him, doesn't like me. It's kinda selfish of me to say that, but I can't. I love him too much.

The students around me were concerned and confused. I never cried at Uni or any other school. It was the first time.

I felt a small tap on my shoulder, I turned around to see Taehyung. Oh, you didn't know how mad I was. He's now looking straight at me because I'm crying? That's all I had to do to gain his attention.

I grasp my chair so tightly that I'm sure that my hand had a bruise on it. I get up as Jennie lets me go. I'm sure that she understand what the current situation is about. Walking away from them, I went to a corner where nobody goes. I heard footsteps behind me, knowing that it was Taehyung who was following me.

I wipe my tears away as I turned around to face him. "So, now you want to talk? Try talking to me in a month, if that's what you want."

Taehyung just rolled his eyes, shaking his head. "No, it's not-"

"Because what, Taehyung? You hurt me by ignoring me in every way. You even made out with a girl in front of my face. You said that you're the only one who's going to pleasure me and I agreed too. I don't pleasure you enough? Am I boring?"

Taehyung had fire in his eyes. Fisted hands, veins popping on his neck and glaring at me. This describe exactly how a angry person would be.

Stepping a few steps in front of me, leaving a few inches in between us. "We're not in a relationship, Y/n. Don't expect me to text you or call you, or anything! We're fucking fuck friends, we call when we're both fucking needy, get that inside of your head."

It's the first time he called me by my actual name. He le actually mad at me, this ain't no joke.

"Then what happened Sunday. Do you remember something? Do you remember telling me your story and you telling me that you're going to be open to me? Now your pushing me away. Why am I the only one that cares and overthink about everything? Why can't you do the same?"

"I wasn't drunk," He said, his hands in his jeans pockets while staring at me. "It was a excuse to see you."

With that said, he left without looking at me. I was shook about what he said. It's like impossible he would say something like that.

He's joking, right?