Cherry | K.TH

chapter thirty seven

t a e t a e

I knew I shouldn't have came here. I knew she would be here, yet I thought this night could give me a chance to talk to her or even say a word to her.

I'm a fucking idiot.

Running down the stairs, I don't waste another second to be in this house. I made sure that nobody noticed me, I can't bump into Yugyeom, he'll drag me down in a room with the others, lock me up and probably punch me, after all the ignorance.

I felt my throat going dry as I walk past the people in their drunken state. The music was so loud that I had to cover my ears which never happened to me. I guess I spend to much time wandering around or in my appartement doing absolutely nothing.

Looking at the empty corner, where the table of drinks were placed, I take the water bottle and drank it in one go. Sliding down the wall, I cover my face, not knowing what to do.

It just hurts all over again, but this time it felt like a knife pierced through me. She was having fun with her best friend, while I'm struggling to simply give a word, an apology.

Did I deserve all this pain? A bet that I placed when I wasn't in the right state of mind. Loren who didn't give a fuck when I said I was going to tell her about it, he simply just tell her like he deserved to tell her first. Yugyeom and Baekhyun who don't deserve a guy like me around them, they just want to talk but all I want is to be alone.

"You're Taehyung?" Someone asks. I raise up my head to look at him. My eyes widen when I realized that it was Y/n's best friend. I don't do anything and just sat.

He puts his hand on my collar, pulling me up on my feet. I placed mine on his, not sure what he's doing. I tried to get rid of him but his grasp is just getting tighter.

"What are you doing? Just go back with her, I have nothing to do with her anymore, I give up," I genuinely said.

"I can't fucking do nothing with her when she keeps moaning another man's name! She keeps telling me how you looked like, how nice you were and how you are a idiot to leave her," He shouted. Thank god the music was loud, if not, our conversation would've been the spotlight of the night. "I knew something was up when she said she wanted to do it, she was drunk and I'm not the kind of guy to take over a girl when she's already in love with someone else. I don't know what's going on with both of you but at least do me a favour."

I frown, pushing him away. "I can't, don't you know already? She told me to stay away from her and I wasn't respecting that."

"You'll at least get to talk to her while you bring her home. I tried to drag her with me, put her on my back and she just kicked me, insisting on you to come. She knows that you're here, I guess she also wants to talk to you."

Sighing, I nod, walking to the room she was at. I still remember clearly of what happened. How she was kissing him, touching his hair and how she was into it.

I open the door and see her sleeping on the bed so soundly. Crouching down, I caress her face. I missed touching her soft skin. She looks so beautiful like this, it hurts that once she'll wake up, she'll just push me away. But it's fine, one last night with her.

I placed my arms under her neck and her legs, bringing her body close to me. Her arms instantly wrapped around my neck as she kissed my collarbone.

Looking down at her face, she smiles as she brushes my hair back. "You fucking idiot, you think I didn't notice you today and the other days?" She snapped, with an angry face.

"Why did you go around drinking every night? Don't you know it's bad for you? Look at your eye bags, they're getting worse. You're even getting thinner."