Broken Mirrors [IN PROGRESS]

13

"It's getting late," Namjoon says stretching his long arms as Jungkook yawns loudly in the corner of the bed.

We all begin to pack up and go to the front door.

"It was so nice to meet you two." Namjoon's mom says as she leaves the kitchen to meet us."Namjoon hasn't been having many friends as we got here so I'm glad you are showing interest in him." She brightly smiles at us as Jungkook and I awkwardly smile back.

"Yeah mom, I have to go and drop these two off if that's fine."

"Yes fine." She states as she waves at us.

We walk out exchanging byes to Namjoon's mom. 

"Yeah, I'll be going home alone it's okay, my house is around the corner," Jungkook states as he tucks his bag and then looks at me. "It was nice meeting you, Y/N."

"Nice meeting you too," I reply.

He smiles at us and walks the opposite way, disappearing into the night.

Leaving just Namjoon and me.

"Do you want me to take you home? I know it's kind of late so-"

"Yeah." I interrupt him. "I mean it's like 15 minutes away walking distance. I wouldn't mind your company." I blurted out the last part and already could feel heat escaping my cheeks.

"Okay then sounds good. You have Maps on your phone so we'll just follow that."

We walk together as we both admire the quiet night and nature.

Namjoon didn't get to speak today. I can't help but feel bad.

"I-I'm sorry you didn't speak about your struggles." I suddenly break the silence between us.

"No, it's okay. I'm doing fine nothing really is bothering me." He looks down at the ground but his eyes had looked as if they were thinking about something else.

"What about that girl? The one who literally kicked you against the ground? I mean you must've felt traumatized." I tell him.

"I'm okay. She didn't hurt me that badly and I'm over it." He kicks a rock on the floor as we walk.

"Okay fine." I decide to end the conversation. I didn't want to make him uncomfortable.

"Imani and I are going on a date soon. I don't know if I should go." He immediately expresses a confused look placed on his tan face, the moonlight reflecting on his face making it shine. 

"Your acting like you don't flirt with her during lunchtime and talk to her all the time." I chuckled but suddenly I felt as if my stomach felt as if butterflies escaped. My heart was beating faster. He always talked to her and barely does with me.

Namjoon did like Imani, right?

Not me.

So why do I feel like this??

"Yeah. I think she's cute and she has a normal mirror which is a plus." He says looking up at the night sky filled with stars and the moon in front of us as if he wasn't really paying attention.

"Oh yeah, I guess she is." My stomach churning was getting worse and my eyes were glassy.

Why do I feel like crying? Namjoon always was Imani's. They are practically made for each other.

So why am I feeling like this?

"I don't know if I feel anything for her though. I see us as friends messing with each other." He mutters quietly.