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one month

Dreams hand shook as he sent the text, there must've been dozens before it. At first they were frenzied and worried. The first week was the highest point of anxiety, from talking to someone every single day to not speaking to them for a week threw him off. Everyone was worried, even those in the extended friend group like Quackity and Karl. Badboyhalo was a little bit quiet on the situation, Dream assumed it was because everyone grieved differently in a way. Now it had been a month and still nothing.

Dream couldn't cope, he struggled eating and drinking. His mom had to come over every other day just to get him out of bed, in honesty he'd really began neglecting Sapnaps existence. He probably should've paid more attention to him and been a better friend, after all he was hurting just as much. But it was different, it hurt too much. Dream couldn't even look at himself let alone his friend.

He let out a sigh, finally hitting send.

Dream: Hey, it's been a month now. i just need to know you're okay man, i'm sorry if i did something wrong. [Delivered 7:42Pm]

"Dream."

"Dream."

"For fuck sake," Sapnap threw a pillow at Dreams head. "Just fucking listen to me for once." Sapnap tugged his cap down angrily and crossed his arms.

"What." Dreams tone was stern, he shoved his phone into his pocket clearly frustrated and narrowed his eyes at his friend who sat on the arm chair opposite him.

"You never fuckin' listen anyway, what's the point." Sapnap mumbled pulling on a loose thread on his t-shirt.

"That's not true!" Dreams voice spluttered, he sat up. (Deep down he knew there wasn't much point defending himself because ultimately sapnap was actually right, but Dream was stubborn. He didn't like being wrong.)

"It is-" he sighed, "and you know it."

"you're ridiculous." Dream waved his hand dismissively rolling his eyes and glancing out of the window, the sun beginning to set in the distance

"coming from you! Just give up Dream, he doesn't love us anymore, he just used us and left. Get over it." Sapnap raised his voice, yelling how. Dream tried to ignore the tears that welled in his eyes at the words.

"Shut up." He choked.

"No, i'm sick of it! i won't shut up. You're so hung up over someone who doesn't care about you, grow the fuck up Dream." He was clearly angry, using his hands animatedly to express his frustration. Sapnap was red in the face and his knuckles turned white as he clenched them.

"Fuck you." Dream spat, standing. Sapnap followed his action also standing.

"He doesn't care about you. He never cared about any of us!"

"But- What if something happened! People don't just disappear after what six years of friendship? You don't just-" he choked, "you don't just throw that away"

"Well," Sapnap sighed running his hand over his face. "well, he did Dream. Just stop trying with him."

"I can't Sap."

"i'm right here Dream and you treat me like i'm invisible! Don't lose another friend man, i'm sure George is fine, he'll come around one day or another."

"I- just. Fuck off Sap."

"Really Dream? That's what you really want."

"Yes." It was barely a whisper, Sapnap shook his head. "You're pathetic." He walked past shoving Dream, Dream however retaliated, so much pent up anger it was bound to happen. He hit sapnap right around the jaw. Sapnap charged for him tackling him into the hardwood floor, hitting him in the face. Dream manages to push him off, hitting him repeatedly. Sapnap got one last hit in before scrambling up and wiping his bloodied lip.

"Fuck you Clay. Never fucking talk to me again." He charged to his room, Dream gathered his breaths feeling his heart begin to face, soon Sapnap had two suitcases in hand and stormed out of the house slamming the door. The house shook with the action and Dream fell, bursting into tears, wiping as his face and seeing a trail of red across his palm. He'd really fucked everything up.

He pulled himself up, wiping his bloody face once again. He made his way to his desk, grabbing by a pen and a notebook beginning to scribble down whatever he thought in that moment.

George.

I don't know where you are, how long you'll be gone. I just want you to be okay. Sapnaps gone now too, we got in a fight. He hates my guts i'm pretty sure, i don't blame him. Man, i miss you so much. I didn't realise how much you meant to me until you were gone. Why haven't you said anything? Why won't you speak to me? To anyone. Did we do something wrong? I'm sorry if we did. You know we love you right. We wouldn't want anyone to hurt you- or upset you. It isn't the same here.

I miss you. I miss you so much.

I hope you're safe.

and happy.

wherever you are now. Just please be safe and happy that's all i could ever want for you George.

I don't have anyone left.

Please come home soon.

You might not ever read this but i just need to feel like i'm talking to you, even if you're not here anymore.

Love you, Dream

Dream sighed, he tore the paper from the note book and folded it shoving it to the back of a drawer. He'll be back soon. It'll all be normal again. Soon.