[kinda zoned out while making this and this is a short one, sorry for the lame updates. mental health has fucking me up everyday and this one is purely platonic. ]
adress the letters, to the holes in my buterfly wings
i could see the two of you from below, you were with him at our bench looking really happy and laughing with your son.
nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems
its almost as if you dont remember us, well i guess your priority is your family now.
and you, were mine.
and when the clouds are ironed out
its been a long time i came back, many things have changed. L'manburg is built again, looking more lively. Its almost as if no war has happened, no betrayals made, no more fighting for power il
and no more us.
and the monsters creep into your house
I came back but i didnt want to be seen by others so i quietly followed you around, seeing so many things changed.
You now owned a mansion, i could still remember you saying you wanted to one before and now you do. I could see you still kept a bee hive near your house, i guess old habits never changed.
but people did.
and every door is hard to close
you look so much happier now, more healthier and more free. and im happy for you.
because im not.
well, i hope you know how proud i am you were created
im happy to see you again, and im happy you got married to him.
with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred
i could see how much he makes you happy and thats enough for me.
god, i hope that you're happier today
its enough for a big man like me to see my family happy and free again, because i cant seem to be happy for myself if i stay to a place that brings me too much painful memories.
cause i love you, and i hope that you're okay.
ill visit you guy's soon, but for now
|tommyinnit has left the server|
ill find myself.
[idk if ill make a part two on this, but ill probably will after Allium and The Favor]
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