SBI Oneshots and Angst's

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i don't know how long its been my exile

dream rarely visits now

i don't even go anywhere to get resources since i know its going to be blown up

i dont remember the last time ive eaten, it was probably 2 days ago

i just watch the sun rose and go down everyday

i dont feel anything anymore

its almost like im numb, even monsters don't scare me anymore

im nearly shot by a skeleton, dream came the right time and got upset and told me to give him my resources when i didn't have any

so i threw away whatever was left on the chest on tnrent, tubbo's pictures, some books, and the disc i have

i could remember dream being shocked and confused on why i put those, he took long enough to blow them up

so i blew them up myself

after what happened i just stayed on tnrent, not caring about dream when he visits

henry also died, so i guess i don't need to worry about anything anymore

a few days later, dream never came again

it wouldve been a good thing if i cared, but i didn't

im always on my bed, sitting or sleeping

i only get up when i feel too hungry or the need to drink or to use the restroom

i dont remember when was the last time ive showered, it was probably on my failed beach party

everything seemed so boring

"Guess ill be eating today" i told myself

the sun is slowly rising, another day to just eat and do nothing.

i got up from my bed and stretched abit, before i finally stood up to go outside. i got my fishing rod and went to one of the chair's from my failed beach party months ago, its abit rusty but its fine since im not going to sit.

i set up my fishing rod and tied it to the chair and left to get some berries near by, the foxes don't mind since they seemed to like me. i got a few and went back to my tnrent, got a bowl and a mini knife techno gave me.

speaking of techno, how are they? they are probably living their lives now happily. since the annoying tommy isn't around anymore, but i still hope they are fine and...

tubbo...

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i went back to the chair to see if i caught anything, and i did. i took if off from the hook and got it prepared, i already set up a bonfire near tnrent so i could just see if its cooking well or i have to turn it over.

i went back to tnrent after setting the fish up to cook and sat on bed and ate some of the berries.

phil would've been mad if i did this...

"tommy, i told you not to eat the berries without having a full meal first. you know what happened the last time"

i got a stomachache and it's probably not because of the berries though, but dad is right i guess. i set the bowl of berries back at the table to wait for dad to finish what he is cooking.