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i don't know how long its been my exile
dream rarely visits now
i don't even go anywhere to get resources since i know its going to be blown up
i dont remember the last time ive eaten, it was probably 2 days ago
i just watch the sun rose and go down everyday
i dont feel anything anymore
its almost like im numb, even monsters don't scare me anymore
im nearly shot by a skeleton, dream came the right time and got upset and told me to give him my resources when i didn't have any
so i threw away whatever was left on the chest on tnrent, tubbo's pictures, some books, and the disc i have
i could remember dream being shocked and confused on why i put those, he took long enough to blow them up
so i blew them up myself
after what happened i just stayed on tnrent, not caring about dream when he visits
henry also died, so i guess i don't need to worry about anything anymore
a few days later, dream never came again
it wouldve been a good thing if i cared, but i didn't
im always on my bed, sitting or sleeping
i only get up when i feel too hungry or the need to drink or to use the restroom
i dont remember when was the last time ive showered, it was probably on my failed beach party
everything seemed so boring
"Guess ill be eating today" i told myself
the sun is slowly rising, another day to just eat and do nothing.
i got up from my bed and stretched abit, before i finally stood up to go outside. i got my fishing rod and went to one of the chair's from my failed beach party months ago, its abit rusty but its fine since im not going to sit.
i set up my fishing rod and tied it to the chair and left to get some berries near by, the foxes don't mind since they seemed to like me. i got a few and went back to my tnrent, got a bowl and a mini knife techno gave me.
speaking of techno, how are they? they are probably living their lives now happily. since the annoying tommy isn't around anymore, but i still hope they are fine and...
tubbo...
𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ⋆ ࣪. ˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪ ٬ ุ๋ ⸱ 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ⋆ ࣪. ˖ ࣪⭑ 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ⋆ ࣪. ˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪ ٬ ุ๋ ⸱
i went back to the chair to see if i caught anything, and i did. i took if off from the hook and got it prepared, i already set up a bonfire near tnrent so i could just see if its cooking well or i have to turn it over.
i went back to tnrent after setting the fish up to cook and sat on bed and ate some of the berries.
phil would've been mad if i did this...
"tommy, i told you not to eat the berries without having a full meal first. you know what happened the last time"
i got a stomachache and it's probably not because of the berries though, but dad is right i guess. i set the bowl of berries back at the table to wait for dad to finish what he is cooking.
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