You're not so bad ~ (merdisson)

Chapter 17: Trust me

(TW self h@rm and mentions of abuse)
{Hi me again with an new chapter yay}

Addisons pov:
Today was the day. I was going the police.

I couldn't believe that Meredith had been struggling with this burden all alone. Now i knew the truth I realised how scared she was and how numb it had made her.

"Mer" I whispered tugging her arm gentle to wake her up.

"Yeah" she replied sleepily.

"It's time to get up" i smiled kissing her forehead. She was warm and cuddly and so we lay for 10 minutes wrapped in each others embrace, soaking in each others company and comfort.

After a few minutes she swung her legs over the edge of the bed and shuffled into the bathroom.  Locking the door.

Merediths POV:

Anxiety flooded me. I could feel my heart racing and my brain panicking. I knew i had to go to the police but it scared me. He'd be more angry if i did that.

It's strange because i knew i was safe and loved but i kept getting this lonely feeing. I'd been so happy that Addie and I had finally found each other and then my ex boyfriend assaults me in my workplace.

Funny how things change.

"Mer you ok?" Addie called from our bedroom.

"Yeah I'm nearly done" i lied. I'd been crouched in the corner for 15 minutes thinking about what i was going to do. I pulled back my sleeve to reveal day old scars staring up at me with regret.

I took a deep breath before splashing my face and pulling on some clean clothes. I'd showered last night so didn't want to this morning.

"K I'm done" i announced striding out of the bathroom like a model.

"Haha glad to see you in a good mood. Today will be ok i promise" she smiled. Her crystal blue eyes sparkled in the early sunlight. That sight was enough to melt me every time. I couldn't believe that she was mine.

"You look hot" i smirked staring her up and down. She was dressed in a pair of black jeans with a dark green shirt tucked into them. Around her belt was a black and gold belt paired with black boots.

"I always look hot" she teased giving me giddy butterflies. A feeling I'd missed.

*Do you reckon we have time* her facial expressions said. She didn't need to say anything, I knew exactly what her pretty mind was thinking.

Or not so pretty.😏

I felt her cold hand coil into my hair as her weight forced me up against our bedroom door. She placed her knee in between my thighs and began to move it slowly.

I thought of the marks underneath my shirt and for a moment I wanted to resist but then i just forgot to care. I wanted her and she would never judge me.

Addies fingers slithered underneath my shirt sneakily. I shivered at the sensation because her hands were so cold but strangely I enjoyed it.
She pulled it off over my head with a simple tug before looking down to my wrist.

Her face dropped.

"Baby" she whispered giving me a saddened smile.