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2 weeks later

I walked into the small restaurant and sat down at our designated table. Today was the day that I'm supposed to be meeting with August, since he was busy enough for the past 2 weeks, so we couldn't meet up until now. I was kind of early, so while waiting I ordered a drink for myself, for until he got here.

A couple minutes later, he walked through the doors of the spot and sat down.

"Hey. " I smiled at him.

"Wassup?" He asked.

"Oh, nothing much. I'm just focusing on work and stu-"

He chuckled, interrupting me. "Nah, Kayla. I mean wassup, why you call me down hea'?"

"Well, I wanted to talk about us..." I trailed off.

He laughed, but I wasn't so sure what was so funny. "What, August?"

"Makayla, the last time I tried ta talk about us with you, you were too involved with your little boyfriend. Wea' he at na', huh?"

"August I-"

"Y'know I really don't wanna hea ya' bullshit excuses about why you want me now. I just came to let you know it ain't happening. "

"August, I really care about you. The time we spent together was damn near perfe-"

"Yea, and then you cheated on me. "

"I thought we both got over that..." I said, which cause him to roll his eyes and raise his eyebrows. "Look I was just too distracted-"

"Well, I'm glad you notice that now. " He said before getting up from the table. "Have a nice life, Makayla. " Was the last thing he said before walking off.

I sighed, getting up from my chair and walking out the place. Deep breaths left my body as I began to get frustrated.

This can't be happening, right now. I really do care about August and I ruined everything. I'm just a fucking screw up. I can't get everything right, I keep thinking about my cheating ex-boyfriend, and no matter what everything just keeps leading back to him and I being together. I just can't seem to get a brea-

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry!" I said on instinct as I accidentally ran into someone.

"It's okay, Kayla. "

I heard his voice and almost fainted. I hadn't so much as even heard Jacob's name before today, and hearing his voice for me was just, woah. We sorta just stared at each other for awhile, until one of us was brave enough to speak, which wasn't me.

"How've you been?" he asked.

I smiled a little. "I'm good, I'm good. You?"

"Oh, I'm okay. " He nodded, and then we just went into an akward silence.

"Makayla, I'm really sorry..."

I looked down. "Jake it's fine. I'm over it."

He shook his head. "No it's not, Kay. I messed up bad, I know. I just can't stop thinking about you. You're always on my mind, and it just fucks with me. "

I laughed a little. "A blessing and a curse, huh?"

"I'm serious, Kayla. I just want us to start over, baby girl. I want to be with you. "

"Jacob, I practically begged you to not break up with me. I stood outside of that restaurant that night, and pleaded for you to stay with me. You just let me go. " Soon enough I felt my face warming with my silent tears.

Jacob wiped my eyes. "I know baby girl, and if I could change that I would. But I can't go back in time, I can only control the future. And I want my future to be with you. "

I shook my head. "No, Jacob. I can't be hurt by you, not again. "

He took my face in his hands, and kissed my forehead. "I promise baby, I won't. I care about you way too much. "

"The last promise you made to me, broke as quickly as it came. " I rolled my eyes.

"That's because I wasn't set out to keep it. But now I am. And, I swear Kayla, I won't hurt you, ever again. "

I took a deep breath, before nodding my head.

"Okay." I spoke softly to him.

He smiled big with bright eyes, and pulled me into a big hug. "Really?"

I nodded again, as a smile formed in my face as well. "Yeah. "

Jacob grabbed my face and kissed my lips slow and passionately, before lifting me up in the air and spinning me around.

"Oh my gosh!" I yelled out happily before he put me down.

"I love you, Makayla. "

My eyes widened in shock, causing Jacob to laugh a little. "It's okay, you don't have to say it back just yet. I just wanted to let you know. "

I smiled again, before kissing Jacob one last time. I felt him smile against my lips before pulling away.

"C'mon, lets go do something. " I offered.

-

Jacob and I ended up going to an ice cream shop around the corner from where we had our little moment.

I probably gave in too easily, but I can't help it. Being around Jacob always does some unexplainable things to me, and I just can't stay mad at him for too long.

We walked into the shop hand in hand, and I ordered a chocolate ice cream bowl with some toppings and he ordered a vanilla milkshake.

We got our things and chose a table, and I positioned myself on his lap, since their wasn't many chairs.

I giggled as I felt Jacob wrap his arms around my waist and kiss my neck.

I turned to face him and kissed his lips softly.

"One more. " He smirked.

I blushed before turning my body fully around and kissing him again, deeper this time. Jacob moved tightened his grip on my waist and pulled me closer to him.

He pulled away and kissed my nose. "I missed you so much. "

I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder.

He started to bite and lick a particular spot on my neck softly.

I playfully pushed him away. "Stop before they kick us out. "

He laughed and kissed my neck one more time, until I was positive I had a mark.

"That hickey means you're mine. Forever and always." He said.

"Forever and always, baby. " I said before kissing him one last time.