fwb. [TMAD]

☆❝...мaĸə - υp ѕəх?❞

☆❝...мaĸə - υp ѕəх?❞

I sat in bed watching early morning cartoons. I just sat there thinking, since I didn't feel like going out at the moment.

I think that it's pretty obvious that I caught feelings for Jake but I didn't want to. Let's face it: the man is irresistible, in the worst way. But, it seems like most of the drama in my life has come from him, or just being around him. It's not like I can just sit here and deny my feelings. The reason I didn't tell him last night was because I didn't think it was the right time. I feel like if I tell him how I truly feel he'll just use it and my so-called feelings will get mixed up with the sex, and I didn't want that. And, I don't know if I'm fully done with August. My feelings for August are big or at least bigger than mine for Jacob, and I don't know how to handle that if I tell Jacob how I really feel. It seems like whenever I think about Jake, I just end up confused, so avoiding the situation is the best solution, right? Everything should've just stayed how it was before, with no strings attached.

"Knock knock!" I heard someone yell through the door while banging on it.

I quickly got out the bed, going to answer it.

"Oh, Kayla you look a mess. " Was the first words Bella spoke as soon as I opened the door.

Well what did she expect? I am wearing pajamas.

I chuckled. "What do you want, Bella?"

"We need to talk. " She said sitting down on my bed.

Why does everyone keeps saying that? I swear if I hear those words 1 more time, I'm probably going to explode.

"So what did he do to you?"

I laughed. "What? Nothing! We're, uh, we're good. "

"Really?" She said before raising her eyebrows. "So, why you ain't come to the breakfast this morning?"

I exaggerated a yawn. "I was super tired. "

"Well, Jacob said it was because you didn't want to see him. " She said matter-of-factly.

I rolled my eyes. Jacob also said that you should mind your damn business.

"Oh no, we're cool, I was just really tired."

"Mhmm. " She mumbled. "Well I was just the messenger. But I should warn you, Jacob's going to be up here soon. "

"What! Why?" I whined.

She laughed. "See! I knew you ain't want to see him, but my mom likes to 'mend relationships', and she wants you and Jay, to work out whatever. "

I sighed, before nodding my head and letting Bella out of my room.

Since Jacob was coming, I decided to just change out of my pajamas to some joggers and a t-shirt, before the knocking on my door began.

I went over to open it, letting him in, then sat criss-cross style on my bed.

"I bought food. " He said speaking first, handing me a burger and fries, which I gladly accepted.

"Thanks. "

"So look, I'm sorry if I was pressuring you or something yesterday. If you didn't want to tell me then, you don't have to tell me now. " He said shrugging, taking a sip of his soda.

I let out a huge breath of air. "Truth be told, I do have feelings for you Jay. There's no way that I could've react the way I did yesterday an not feel anything. It's just that, I just got out of a relationship with someone who I seriously cared for. And, I don't even know if I want to be in a relationship with you. "

He raised his voice. "What do you mean you don't wanna be with me?"

I rolled my eyes. "Don't do that Jacob. You know that if we got together it would be the most confusing situation ever. "

"No it wouldn't, Kayla. You just can't stop thinking about that fake ass fairy tale relationship you had with August!"

"What we had wasn't fake. " I said, getting upset. "And, if it wasn't for you, we would still be together. "

"It takes two to tango. "

"Whatever, just leave. I'm done with this conversation. "

"No Kayla, you can't just keep running from this. Just talk to me. "

"I did!" I stood up. "You just are taking everything I say out of context. Yes, I care and have feelings for you. No, I'm not going to be in a relationship with you because I still have feelings for someone else. What is so hard about that?"

"Fine. "

"What the hell does that mean?"

"It means fine. It also means that I'm going to help you forget about this someone else. " He said pulling me down from my stance and onto his lap.

"Sex doesn't fix everything, Jacob. " I said trying to keep my composure as soft kisses landed on my neck.

"It'll fix this. " He said before turning me around to face him, and continuing to kiss from my neck to my shoulder blade.

"I'll just help you get him off your mind." He said in between each peck, convincing me to give in.

No matter what, I could never hold my ground around him. Whatever he asked, I gave in. Whatever he wanted, I did.

He lifted my shirt up above my head, kissing my skin up until he reached my breasts.

He laid me down on the bed, before kissing on my breast as his hands traveled down to explore the skin covered up by my sweatpants. I bit my lip, throwing my head back as he rubbed my most sensitive parts inside my pants.

His hands rubbed circles on my pussy applying pressure to my clit as I squirmed around. I to moan loudly as he inserted a finger into me pushing it in and out harder and faster them ever until I couldn't take it anymore. "Jacob!"

He removed my sweatpants and underwear, and slapped my ass, motioning my to get on all fours.

He thrust his dick into me and began pounding into me deep. I moaned out his name loudly as he grabbed onto my hair, making my back arch more than before.

"F-fuck!" I moaned as his thrusts got harder and deeper.

"Tell me you want me. " He demanded, whispering into my ear.

I was too focused on the pleasure, so my only response was a moan.

"Tell me you want me. " He said louder, and began grinding into me slowly, making me feel every bit of him

"I w-want you." I managed to moan out softly.

"Say it louder!" He said louder, with his thrust getting slower and deeper. His dick would enter me, then he would pull it out and enter all over again.

"I-I want you. I want you sooooo bad, baby. " I cried out before I came, and he kissed me roughly as my fingers scratched all over his back. He came soon after me while kissing and biting all over my neck.

He pecked me on the lips one last time, before wrapping his arms around me, as we both drifted off to sleep.

-

I woke up feeling myself being held, so I turned to see Jacob and smiled.

He actually stayed with me after sex. I thought to myself, before softly pecking his lips.

"What you smiling for over there?" He said waking up, laughing at me.

"I want to give us a chance. " I said giggly.

"Really? The sex was that good?"

"Better. " I said blushing. "But it's not just that, it's you. You're the reason. "

He smiled and grabbed my face, kissing me hard and passionately.

"God you're amazing. "

"Why, thank you boyfriend. " I smiled, kissing him again.

"You are mighty welcome, girlfriend. " He said before we both started laughing.

Let's see how this works.