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Makayla

"Zay, I just don't know what to do." I pouted.

"Are you sure the picture was his?" Xavier furrowed his eyebrows.

Xavier and I were sitting chilling in my apartment. The day I found the picture in Jake's pocket I made up the 'I have my period you should leave' excuse and immediatly told Zay. He couldn't come over until today, 3 days later, but at least I had someone to give me 'guy' advice on this.

I rolled my eyes. "Why would he have another guy's baby ultrasound picture in his pocket?"

"Ooh fiesty. "

I sighed. "Sorry. You guys are like his only friends. And nobody wants to have Caleb's dry ass baby. You got a babymomma?"

He stale faced me. "Girl. "

I laughed. "I had to ask. "

"In all seriousness though, you should ask him about it, see what he says. "

"But what if he says that's his baby?"

"Then you have to figure that part out for yourself lil mama. "

I sighed.

"But I gotta go though. I'll see you later, Kay. "

"Fineee." I spoke pouting.

He gave me a quick hug before leaving the apartment.

I huffed out in frustration, fully laying down on the couch.

I stared up at the wall, and nothing could help my mind from wandering.

Does Jacob actually love me?

Do I stay with him if it's his baby?

I don't want to be that stupid naive girl that my mother always said I was, but I also don't want to leave him.

Is she better than me?

Oh gosh, it's the sex. We have to much sex, that's why he went and found someone else. God I'm so stup-

"Hey baby," Jacob unlocked the door, walking in with a Walgreen's bag. He walked over to wear I was laying and attempted to kiss me, but I moved my head away.

He backed away in confusion. "...OK,"

I sat up again facing him.

"So, I got you 2 Hershey bars, Ice Breakers gum, and these Tampon thingies." He laughed a little. "I'm wasn't really sure what you needed, but I looked online and saw how girls liked chocolate on their monthly cycle, so I did the best I could. "

My facial expression remained unchanged, the million thoughts still running through my mind.

"Im just gonna assume that's the pmsing and that your not really upset. " He laughed again.

I rolled my eyes and laid back down.

"Seriously Kayla, what's wrong? "

I got off the couch leaving him sitting there, and came back down with the picture and dropped it down on the table before sitting back down.

"You left that here the other day. "

He bit his lip, trying to dream up a lie.

"B-baby I-"

"Is it yours?"

"Look, babe real-"

I raised my voice a little. "Jacob, is it yours?"

He put his head down. "I don't know. "

"Well when you find out let me know. Until then, you can leave that key in my hand. "

"Kayla you know I love you-"

"Do you? Cause y'know I don't think someone who 'loved me so much' would do this shit. "

"Damn, let me talk!" He yelled, scaring me a little, but I wasn't backing down.

"Nah, bruh, you don't deserve to yell at me when you do shit like this. "

"Bruh?"

"Yes bruh. Now you gonna give me the key or not?"

He moved his face up trying to kiss me, but I moved again. He remained close to me with a shicked look in his face. "It's not gonna work." I muttered, basically on his lips.

I lightly pushed him away got up from the couch to get a glass of water. I took a sip, feeling small tears fall down my face.

Not to long after, I felt him wrap his arms around my waist.

"Baby, let me explain. " He said quietly.

"Get off of me, Jacob. "

"Babygirl, I swear I didn't even know that girl was pregnant until-"

"Get off of me!" I tried to yell, but the tears chocked me up, and as soon as he let go, I fell to the floor, just letting the tears go.

How could I be so stupid?

I knew he was hiding something I just didn't want to believe it. Now look where I am.

Jacob sat down on the floor and wrapped his arms around me. This time I just let him. I had to get all of my tears out, and this was the only shoulder I had.

"Am I not good enough for you?"

He lifted ny head up, and wiped the tears falling from my eyes. "No, no baby listen. I love you so so so much. Don't blame yourself for this, ok? It's all my fault, I should've did better. "

"Is it that girl?" He knew exactly who I was talking about, I didn't even need to say her dumb ass name. Jennifer.

"Yes, but listen babe, I never cheated on you, it was before we got together, ok? Kayla, I love you so much, please don't leave me. "

The tears hust kept coming, and he just kept saying the same thing.

"Please don't leave me baby, I love you. "

Like a broken record.

My tears soon stopped, and I said the inly thing I thought I could.

"You should leave. "

He kissed ny cheek before getting up and leaving, placing the key back in my hand.

Maybe, it should just be over.

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Heyyyy guys!

So, this book should be over in the next one or two chapters, only because no one's really reading it, and I kinda started to lose interest in the whole thing.

Thanks everyone who's still reading it though.

I love y'all :)