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☆❝dιcĸмaтιzəd❞

I was driving home from work, when I got a call from Jacob.

"I'm coming over. " He spoke as if he were ready to hang up.

"You can't. " I told him simply. I just don't think that if I'm trying to be with August, I can't keep sleeping with Jacob.

"Fuck you mean, 'I can't?' "

"I mean that we can't keep doing this. I'm seeing someone , and its not appropriate for us to keep fucking around. "

I heard him scoff. "Man, fuck that, I'll be there in 10 minutes. " He said before hanging up.

I rolled my eyes and just continued to drive.

I pulled up to my apartment, and sure enough saw Jacob's car outside.

I got out the car and started walking to my door, completely ignoring him. I unlocked my door, then felt him wrap his arms around my waist from behind.

"Jacob, I'm serious. We have to stop. " I said turning around to face him, pushing him off of me.

"What if I don't want too?" He moved closer to me, attempting to kiss my neck.

"Bruh, I'm serious. Get yo' horny ass out my house. "

I opened the door, motioning for him to get out, but he refused to move.

He walked closer to me, forcing my back to press against the wall.

"You sure you want me to leave?" He whispered softly in my ear, kissing the sweet spot in my neck. "Because, I think you want me to stay."

His deep voice turned me on, and I moaned out lowly.

"But, if you want me to go..." He said making dramatic steps towards the door. Why he playing?

"Fine. " I said, and he smirked at me knowingly.

Jacob walked up to where I was standing again, and wrapped his arms around my waist, as mine were around his neck, and kissed me hard, as our tongues fought each other for dominance.

Well August and I aren't together technically, so this is fine, right? Right. Plus, August doesn't really need to know. If he doesn't ask, then I damn sure ain't telling.

Jacob picked me up, holding me in the air, and brought me up to the bedroom. He then layed me down, undressing my outer layer of clothes.

As soon as my underwear is off, he spreads my legs apart and kisses my inner thighs.

I whimpered out, which causes him to move his tongue into my wetness. He moves his tongue around through my folds, as he adds his fingers which are moving fast in and out of me.

I used my free hand to push his face deeper as my other one was being held by Jacob to keep me from touching myself. It was clear that today, he wanted to do all the work to please me, and I was fine with that.

"Jacob..." I moaned out as my legs started shaking, but that didn't stop him.

"F-fuck! Jacob!" I yelled out as I released onto his tongue.

"I'm the only one that should be doing that. " He demanded. "And even if you wanna go and try and fuck ol' boy, you better always remember how you yelled my fucking name out tonight. Not his. "

-

I sighed, turning over, ignoring my once again ringing phone.

I'm just really confused right now. Jacob left in the middle of the night, and I didn't know how to feel. I had so many questions, like why was he so aggressive when I told we had to stop sleeping around? And why was I so damn easy going to just let us fuck? And why in the hell did he start preaching all that shit to me about not letting any other nigga, especially the one I'm trying to be with, have a sexual relationship with me?

That just doesn't seem fair.

I don't want no drama
I just wanna be your diamond, babe
Guaranteed to be a problem
Every time I get around you, babe
I just want you to need me
You might really wanna try me, babe
All I know I want a rider
All I know I want a rider, babe
You know that you need a rider
You know that you need a rider, babe
You know that you need a rider
You know that you need a rider, babe, ah yeah...

My signature ringtone for August played loudly.

Me and August had been going on alot of dates ever since that one night, and you could tell we were getting pretty serious.
And, of course I felt guilty about sleeping with Jacob, and Aug calling me every five minutes didn't help.

I groaned and rolled over to answer the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey baby. I'a just calling to see how you was doing. "

"I'm fine. "

"Why you sound so upset then? Their some niggas I need to beat right quick?"

I laughed at him. "No Aug, I'm fine. Just... a little tired. "

"Umhmm. Well I'a come see you later. Get some rest lil' mama. "

"Ok. I'll see you later. " I said ending the conversation.

-

A couple hours later my doorbell rang, but I was not prepared at all for company. I had on an oversized red hoodie and baggy grey sweatpants. Not to mention, my wild hair was all over the place but I just threw it in a ponytail before opening the door.

"Hey baybeh' " August kissed my forehead walking in holding bags, taking a seat on the couch. "I bought food."

"Chinese? "

He nodded.

"What you get me...?" I asked to see if he remembered what I get every time.

"That weird ass Fried Krab shit you like and some french fries. " He said opening the bag.

He was talking about Krab Rangoon, which I think is the best food in the worlddd.

I jumped into his lap, and attacked his face with kisses, thanking him.

"Woah there tiger. " He said laughing at me.

I grabbed one of the fried krab servings and plopped it into my mouth. "This is so gooood. " I exaggerated, getting off of him, to eat more of the food he bought.

"Calm down lil' mama. The food a' still be thea' even if you don't eat fast. "

I side eyed him. "Shut up. I haven't eaten all day." I told him, stuffing more french fries into my mouth.

"So what did you do all day then?" He asked me, and I hesitated.

"All I really did was sleep. "

"Work wore you out that much, huh?" He laughed.

"Yeah..."

It didn't feel right lying to August like that, but I guess it'll all work out for the better. What he doesn't know, won't hurt him.

//

oop. I'a tell August! lol but do you think August will find out about her and Jacob and be upset? Do you think Makayla is really serious about this relationship?

*sighs* So many questions, that only I have the answer to.

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