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☆❝υnəхpəcтəd arrιval 2❞

☆❝υnəхpəcтəd arrιval 2❞

"Jacob?" I said in shock, surprised to see him at my doorstep.

I took in his appearance, and noticed he wasn't as extravagant as usual. His beautiful pile of hair was sloppily put into an ugly excuse for a ponytail, and he had none of his piercings in. He had on baggy, dull, old looking, sweatpants and a long dirty t-shirt.

"What are you doing here?" I asked looking in his red eyes, either from drugs or crying. Probably both.

"I need you. " He said quietly, with lust in his eyes.

"I know you well enough to know when something's wrong, Jacob. What's going on?"

"I just need you right now, baby. " He whispered, walking in the door, attempting to kiss my neck.

I pushed him away from my body. "I know sex is not what you need right now. What did you really come for?" I said. This nigga got me talking quiet now too, afraid of what's going on.

"God dammit, Kayla!" He yelled, punching my still open door. "Why are you being so damn difficult!"

I went to close the door, trying to draw the least amount of attention to us as possible. In any other situation, I would've cussed him the fuck out and kicked him out my house, but I know he's not in a good place right now.

I looked at the almost unrecognizable man in front of me, now sitting on my couch.

I hate this. He looks so depressed and done with life, and I know he wants sex, but that won't help him.

I sat down next to him, trying to search for the reason he was so upset.

"What's wrong Jacob? Really, please just tell me."

He looked into my eyes, before opening up to me.

"She got cancer. " He said slowly, and I looked confused. "My momma got fucking cancer and waited until just now to tell me!"

I sighed, thinking back to the time when I had the pleasure to meet his mother. Jacob invited me to have mother's day brunch with his family, since he knew the relationship I had with my parents wasn't the best. She is literally the sweetest person on this earth, and a piece of me always wanted her to be my mother. Jacob's connection with his mom is undeniably the strongest ever, so I know how bad this may hurt him.

"How long has she had it?" I said quietly.

"A damn year and a half, Kayla! The only reason she's telling us now is 'cause the dumb ass doctors told her she ain't have that much time left. " He got angrier by the minute, and I looked at him with worried eyes.

"You know your mom wouldn't not tell you for no reason. She probably just had hope for it to go away. "

"Bullshit! You don't keep something like that from your family for that long,"

I noticed his jaw clench up, and got even sadder. I know he's in pain right now, and the only way for him to feel better, is to release it.

"It's okay to cry, Jay. " I told him before tears slowly started rolling down his face. I pulled him into a hug, trying to comfort him and he nuzzled his face into my neck, crying into my shirt.

I know how it feels to lose parents, and although I didn't technically 'lose' mine, the wound is still the same. Even though I haven't talked to my mother in months, if I found out she only had a certain amount of time left to live, all of my happiness would die.

Jacob pulled away from me slowly, and looked into my eyes. I looked at his and instead of the regular look he gave me of lust, this one was something different, something no one has ever looked at me with before.

One thing led to another, and we ended up kissing. Though it wasn't a hungry kiss, it was a slow passionate one. I haven't felt Jacob's lips in mine in such I long time. I craved them. I craved him. I desired to feel his touch, his hands on my body.

We continued kissing each other until I heard the door's lock slightly struggled to be open.

And this was the single moment I regretted giving August a key to my place.

I immediately got off the couch and walked to the door, to help Aug in.

"Hey babe. " I said nervously as my voice exceeded octaves not normal for a person.

He pecked my lips softly. "Hey baybe-" He started before seeing Jacob sitting on the couch. "What the hell he doin' hea' Kayla?"

"He, uh had some family issues. " I said shrugging him off.

"Yeah man, but I'm good now. I'll just get out y'all way. " He said, primarily to August. "Kayla -" He looked at me, "I'll see you later. "

"Bye!" I said ready to close the door for him to get out of this confusing situation.

Everything is just confusing.

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if you didn't already, you might want to read the last chapter over again. i just changed some details to it before writing this.