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The Dark Side - A Niall Horan Fanfiction: Chapter 10
I stared back until he pressed his lips to mine and whispered, "I love you."
My breath hitched in my throat. I just stared at him in shock.
No one has ever told me they loved me, and I defiantly wasn't ready for it.
I don't know if I loved him back, to be honest I don't know what if feels like to genuinely be in love, because all of my previous relationships were for sex and show, not for actual love.
Do I love him?
Like, deep, heartfelt love?
I sort of just stared at him, speechless and he got off of me. I sat up and he placed his hands over his face.
"I-It slipped, I'm so sorry." he mumbled and ran out of the room.
"Niall..." I called and ran after him. He closed his bedroom door behind him, locking me out. I knocked on the door and tried to get him to come out. "Niall, please, just talk to me!" I groaned and leaned against it.
Harry came up the stairs and looked at me funny.
"Your parents left, said they were going to get away for a week or two. Zayn's doing good, but why are you sitting outside of Niall's room?"
"We were kissing and I reached to pull his shirt off and he said he loved me." I sighed and sat chris-cross-applesauce.
"Well, what did you say?"
"Nothing." I mumbled and squeezed my eyes shut. He patted my shoulder awkwardly and I shrugged him off. "He won't come out." I sighed, clawing at the door like a weird cat.
"Niall!" Harry screamed and the door flew open, making me fall through. Harry cracked up laughing before pushing me the rest of the way in and closing the door, not letting either of us out.
I stood up and placed my hands on either side of his face, making him look me in the eye.
"I know you didn't mean it, you were just caught up in the moment." I smiled and gently traced his jaw with my fingertips. He pushed my hands away and slumped onto the bed.
"What if I did mean it?" he asked softly with tears in his eyes. I just stood there, sorting out my feelings. "What if I did mean it?" he repeated staring blankly at the wall.
I walked over and crouched in between his legs, pulling his face to mine.
"Then I would believe you." I whispered and kissed him softly. He gave me a sad smile and his eyes flickered around my entire face. "I-I love you, too." I said so softly, I barely even heard myself.
A tear dripped down his cheek and I wiped it away before kissing the tear tracks. He pulled me into a hug and lifted me onto his lap.
I buried my face into his neck, placing gentle kisses on it every once and a while
He pulled me closer and we fell asleep in each others arms.