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How would you feel if you wanted to die so bad, that you jumped, but were pulled back up before you could make your wishes come true? You don't know? Well, let me tell you.
It fucking sucks.
I hide away in my room, by myself, not leaving, but if I do, I have to be all ninja-like and hide so no one sees me.
It has been four days since it happened, and the only people who have even tried to comfort me were Niall, Zayn, and Sandy, but I end up just pushing them away.
There was a knock at my door, but I just stayed seated on the bench next to my window, hugging my legs so tight as humanly possible. It opened a little and Niall slowly walked in, shutting the door behind himself.
"Babe?" he said softly, stepping closer to me. I turned my head and looked back out the window. "Kaylee, you need to eat something." he sighed, sitting down across from me. "Are you going to look at me or am I going to be ignored for the rest of the day?" I didn't look at him at all, I just stared at the mailbox at the end of the street. "Alright then." he sighed and got up.
I turned to watch him leave but instead, he leaped on top of me and straddled my waist.
"Got you to look at me." he smirked and kissed my lips.
"I want to be alone." I mumbled and squirmed underneath him.
"Well, too bad, because I'm not leaving." he smiled and kissed me again.
"If your not going to leave, could you at least get off of me." I whined and he rolled off of me, swiftly switching our positions so I was laying on top of him with my head tucked in the crook between his neck and shoulder.
"You know, you could come downstairs occasionally." he stated softly, rubbing my hip. I shook my head no and got up.
I opened the top drawer to my dresser and pulled out a new shirt and shorts before pulling off my T-shirt and pajama pants and changing. I turned back around and Niall was staring at me with wide eyes.
"Kaylee..." he whispered and I blushed.
"Oh shut up, I don't care anymore." I whimpered and covered my face with my hands.
"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." he said softly, stepping toward me and pulling my hands away. "And I'm still in shock that you are all mine." I looked up into his eyes and placed my hands on his chest, shoving him down onto my bed.
He looked up at me and raised an eyebrow as I climbed on top of him, straddling him this time.
I reached for the hem of his shirt and pulled it away from his body before he grabbed my face, passionately embracing me. I pulled away and bit his neck, slowly placing small kisses all over his face, neck, chest and stomach.
"You *kiss* are *kiss* the best *kiss* thing *kiss* that has ever *kiss* happened to me." I whispered and Niall looked at me with tears in his eyes. "I love you, Niall."
"I love you too, Kaylee." he smiled and a tear fell from his eye. I leant down and my mouth easily moved with his, clearing my head of any other thought but him.
He rolled us over so he was on top and started attacking my neck with love bites. I ran my fingers up and down his arms, until they made their way into his messy blonde hair. My legs held his body to mine, just his touch set off a wildfire of emotions, and energy through my veins.
"Niall." I breathed and he pulled away, his nose brushing mine. "Will you make love to me?" I whispered and he smiled.
"Defiantly." he replied and kissed me again, more heated this time.
That night, Niall and I were not only physically brought together, but emotionally.
