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A Secret 1D Fan

Since One Direction was on iCarly it seemed fitting to have a medley of some of their best songs for my favorite iCarly ship, Seddie!

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Freddie wasn't the biggest fan of the boy band his two best friends went crazy over, especially after they were on the show and Sam was all over Zayn. She even had to announce that she wasn't dating anyone right in front of him. Of course he acted like it didn't bother him, but he found it strange that Sam had to "just put that out there". He shook his head and turned on his pear phone.

Freddie woke up with they song they performed on iCarly stuck in his head, but since it was so long ago he couldn't remember the name so he looked them up on Spotify and shuffled their songs.

I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can't ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race

Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

Something's gotta give now
'Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

The song made him think of Sam. Back to the day he first started to like her, how he couldn't stop thinking about her and just wanted her out of his head.

He shook his head and skipped to the next song on the playlist.

Counted all my mistakes and there's only one
Standing out from the list of the things I've done
All the rest of my crimes don't come close
To the look on your face when I let you go

So I built you a house from a broken home
And I wrote you a song with the words you spoke

Yeah, it took me some time, but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Try to find you, but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go
Where do broken hearts go

Yeah, the taste of your lips on the tip of my tongue
Is at the top of the list of the things I want
Mind is running in circles of you and me
Anyone in between is the enemy

Another song that made Sam come to mind. He thought about when they broke up, how they acted like they never even dated. He'd ignore her little comments telling himself that she wasn't hurt, her heart didn't break, she didn't even care about their break up, but no matter how hard he tried to convince himself he knew that her heart broke that night the same way his did when they shared their very last kiss.

As if mocking him the next song was exactly how he felt when they shared that last kiss.

Baby I, I wanna know
What you think when you're alone
Is it me yeah?
Are you thinking of me yeah?

We've been friends now for a while
I wanna know that when you smile
Is it me yeah?
Are you thinking of me yeah? Oh, oh.

Girl what would you do, would you wanna stay
If I were to say

I wanna be last, yeah
Baby let me be your
Let me be your last first kiss
I wanna be first, yeah
Wanna be the first to take it all the way like this
And if you
Only knew
I wanna be last, yeah
Baby let me be your last
Your last first kiss

He felt like all he wanted to do was kiss her again. He never wanted another boy to kiss her. He wanted to be her last first kiss.

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

Suddenly Freddie realized that every song made him think of Sam. He realized he was still in love with her and he wanted her to know, but he knew if he let himself say all the little things he loved about her that made would just make fun of him. She would mock him so being so corny.

Lost my senses
I'm defenseless
Her perfume holding me ransom
Sweet and sour
Heart devour
Lying here I count the hours

Waking up
Beside you I'm a loaded gun
I can't contain this anymore
I'm all yours, I got no control, no control
Powerless
And I don't care it's obvious
I just can't get enough of you
The pedals down, my eyes are closed
No control

"I don't have control when it comes to Sam. I've always been powerless." Freddie whispered to himself. "All I want to do is wake up next to her one more time."

He brought up his message app and clicked on Sam's contact.

Wanna meet up?

Where?

He was surprised how fast she texted back. The song in his ears changed giving him an idea.

I might never be your knight in shining armour
I might never be the one you take home to mother
And I might never be the one who brings you flowers
But I can be the one, be the one tonight

When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious
Oh, yeah
Girl, I hope you're sure
What you're looking for
'Cause I'm not good at making promises

But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do
Then baby, I'm perfect
Baby, I'm perfect for you
And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can't even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about
Then baby, you're perfect
Baby, you're perfect

Let's go cause some trouble in a hotel room. The one we can't even pronounce. The fancy one.

What do you mean by trouble? Like trashing the hotel or having sex?

Umm Both 😏

Meet ya at midnight 😘

Sounds perfect

I know nothing's making sense
For tonight let's just pretend
I don't wanna stop so give me more, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Midnight memories, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Baby you and me
Stumbling in the street
Singing, singing, singing, singing
Midnight memories, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Anywhere we go never say no
Just do it, do it, do it, do it

Freddie smiled and grabbed his car keys as another song finished playing in his headphones. He decided in that moment that One Direction was a great band, but he would never let Sam know that, too bad the band split up.