Emma's POV
"Why'd you break up with her if you still like her?" I asked. He stopped crying, but continued to hug me.
"I still like her, but she never liked me as me. She only liked me because she knew I would be popular because I auditioned for the X Factor. And I knew I had to distance myself from her sooner or later." He explained. His reason made me hug him tighter. I wanted him to know that Felicity was never right for him, and I'm sure there would be many other girls better than her.
"Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright." Niall said from behind us.
"Everything is alright." Liam corrected Niall.
"Don't worry, Harry... She never was the one for you." Zayn added.
"And we're all in this with you, Harry." Louis said. I tried to pull away from Harry, but I realised he was crying again. I patted his hair as he cried.
"It's okay..." I said to his crying self.
"What if everyone wants me because I'm gonna be popular at school and never love me for who I am?" He sobbed. His question had me thinking for a while. What if the same thing happened to me? What if I never find true love?
Wait, I shouldn't care about that stuff. It's just a distraction from everything. I'm strong enough, I can manage independently. I don't need a man to tell me what to do. And even if I get a man in the future, I don't want him to boss me around. But that's never gonna happen, men are trash. Just a big huge amount of garbage. Well except for these boys here, they're the best. But it's not like I'm gonna date any of them.
But Aiden is kinda different too, ya know? He just fits the description of perfect. But sometimes I feel like he's missing something. Like he doesn't have the something that I want. So technically, I'm not in love. So don't come at me when I tell you that I tried to explain the same thing to Harry, that he didn't need love to go through his life. There's much more to life than finding a "true love". But he said I didn't understand, and that 'if you find love, no matter how unsuccessful you are, you will always be happy' and all the crappy lovey-dovey stuff. He had stopped crying once he started talking about "love".
"Look, you've stopped crying!" I exclaimed.
"See, that's how strong love is - just talking about it makes you dreamy..." He said cheekily.
"Whatever... But it's just garbage okay?" I rolled my eyes.
"You think what you wanna think, but love is wonderful." He scoffed.
"Oh please! Love can never be wonderful." I said, narrowing my eyes.
"You'll never find love if you keep saying that!" He said worriedly. As if I was gonna find love even if I didn't say that.
"Whatever." I said.
"Whatever." He repeated.
"Don't "whatever" me!" I said angrily.
"I definitely will now!" He snarled and started screaming "whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever-" continuously on top of his lungs.
"Harry, seriously stop -"
"You guys are like frenemies." Louis interrupted me. Both of turned to him with a "huh?"
"When you're friends, no one can beat your friendship in the whole world, but when you're fighting, it's hard to believe that you're best friends." Zayn explained.
"I don't get it, but okay." I shrugged.
"Wanna watch a movie Emmy?" Harry asked. See, this is why we're bestfriends. We just forget about our fight very easily.
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