[ in the morning; you and jackson woke up first. he knkcked on the door]
you: come in!
jackson: oh i have to dress up! my clothes are here! ur alr ready? u look so pretty
you: yeah, thank uu. ready for what? *laugh*
jackson: buying fooood
you: ohhh good okayyur outfit (paige has the best outfits.)
[ he gets ready and u go to his car ]
jackson: here we go![when it was timefor him to drive up to the speaker the lady asked you "hi, welcome to ______ what'd you like?" at that moment u started feeling overwhelmed and anxious. u start stuttering and shaking your leg repeatedly out of your control. without your realization you feel his warm hand touch your shaking leg.
he whispers "relax, i've got you okay... what do you want?" he ordered. when he gave you your food he pulled in a parking lot.]
jackson: come here
[you put down ur food and stare at him]
you: (closed ur eyes) i am sorry...
jackson: aww don't be sorry! (put his hand on ur shoulder) i just didn't know u don't do good with sleaking up. when i'm here i got you, always
you: yeah.. thank you for that... i have ADHD and anxiety prognozed... cyp probably didn't tell you about this
jackson: oh... it's okay i won't let you go anywhere alone
you: i wish everyone was like that (look at him then look down with a sad face)
jackson: talk amout it with me, please i'll try to help you if i can
you: no i don't wanna make you feel bad or to bother you
jackson: stfu just tell me about it... i can see ur sad now
you: oh so... nothing much i mean... when i was like 13 y/o i went to psihologyst and they prognozed i have anxiety... i go there every month to see if anything changes... at the age of 15 and a half, they told me i still have anxiety (as i knew) and ADHD...
jackson: omg.. i am so sorry i—
you: no don't be pls i don't want to make anyone feel bad about me... u made me feel safe rn. just like blake did. i wish everyone could undetstand
jackson: oh wdym? did anything happen before?
you: i mean nobody understood me and whenever i have to talk to someone new my parents would yell at me cuz i "don't talk anything" even tho they know i have anxiety... and ADHD
jackson: i understand you... i'll try to help as much as i can
you: thank you... like, really. u already did too much. let's go now they are probably awake and hungry hahaha
jackson: oh cyp is calling me! hahah answer pls i can't cuz i'm driving![u answered the phone]
you: hey bro
cyp: jacks- mina!?
you: yeahhh
cyp: where are you two?
you: well we woke up earlier and went to buy food, we are at home in 5 mins
cyp: okay okay bye
(you ended the call)you: here (give his phone back)
jackson: thank you
(you then took your phone and made a vid of u and jackson driving. caption: "uber jackson"comments
jacobday: just hurry up i'm being hungry
cyp: are y'all cooking there or what😩
jacksnfps: omg uber jackson's back
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blakethegoatt: niceee
^minabbq: nice^
minaxblakefp: omg i am waiting for blake's comment
^blakesfndm: he alr commented!^+more
[u arrived home]
you: helllooo
jackson: we're here
jacob & cyp: finally
[while ur eating]
jacob: isn't it crazy how everybody's shipping y'all
you: it is obv
cyp: a couple of besties they said
jackson: thats true they said[you finished eating and went to make some tik toks outside. you made a tiktok ( that trend i got no type ) with jackson and he posted it. since ur fans started shipping so hard he wrote in comments "guys this is just a trend chile we're besties 😅" where u replied "what he said"]
[ all day y'all didn't do anything special. at 8pm cyp wanted to go out but u didn't want. jackson stayed there cuz he didn't want to leave u alone while jacob and cyp went out]
you: you could go with them bro
jackson: i told you i'm not leaving you alone
you: ur making me feel bad
jackson: no don't feel bad.
you: ah okay okay.
(u lay on his bed and he comes and lays next to you. you felt awkward and got butterflies)you: i'm cold. gimme ur hoodie
jackson: i hate u (he groans while taking his hoodie off)
you: you love me (you grin as you pull the hoodie over your head)
jackson: you wish (he smirks laying back down)
you: i don't have to wish when it's reality (u smile)
(he just smiles shaking his head) i can never win, can i?
you: nope (u smile again)
(he comes closer to you laying his head on your chest)
you: what are u doing (you ask awkwardly and softly as your fingers comb throught his hair)
jackson: i gave you my hoodie now i'm cold (he whines, snuggling closer)
(you giggle draping the soft blanket over you two as he burries his face deeper into ur chest, breathing in ur scent.)
[after like 10mins he was still laying on ur chest, he took his phone to make a tiktok.]
you: what song? (u said already knkwing what's he about to do)
jackson: you choose (he said not moving his head)
you: oh really? okay, "need to know"
jackson: i gochu
[you made that vid and much more for his spam profile and some vids for ur acc.]
jackson: could we watch a movie?
you: ofc when i come back from bathroom (u stand up and go there while he was trying to find a move)
[then u came back but he was laying on the whole bed so u sat between his legs😏. he didn't complain tho. u are watching a movie. you start laughing and moving/shuffling around forgetting you're in between his legs and you hear him grunt and his hands are placed firmly on ur waist keeping you still. his unsteady breath hits your ear and he whispers "do you have any idea of what you're doing to me and how you make me feel?" (then smiled)
you turned ur head and looked at him and just smiled... "should i continue or else?" u said. he answered "or else what" "move and make me space to lay next to you" u answered. "i ain't complaining, just asking" then he smiled and continued watching a movie. ur hand is on his leg (next to you) and he put his on urs. u watched a movie and that's how u fell asleep...]{i hope y'all like this story! if u haven't already, go read my another one ("we weren't just friends")! it's about jackson too! <3 }
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A swipe of love
Jugendliteraturyou are a girl who fell in love with your brother's best friend.