part 31

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[ the next day, u woke up so you obv went home with the guys. your left leg's broken and ur right arm, again. ]
jackson: so baby didn't make it?
you: (sadly look down and put ur head on his shoulder. he already knew the answer)
jackson: (hugs you) we sre going through this together
cyp: i am so sorry bro...
soph: (tears up) this made me so sad i feel so bad
jacob: i literally cannot believe we were so happy
you: pls, just don't talk about it, i'm tryna forget the painful past. it's my fault. i killed my own child
jackson: (shuts ur mouth) don't you dare to say this again
you: (just look down with a weak face)
jackson: let's talk about how did this happen
you: what
jackson: yk, how did a car hurt u?
you: i was crossing the street and i guess the driver was drunk so
jacob: u could die bro
you: i could... but i didn't
jackson: thank god. thank god you're okay
cyp: next time, BE CAREFUL
soph: it's not her fault she didn't see the car!!
you: exactly
jackson: (sighs) how do you feel rn?
you: i feel dead
jackson: are you okay? like, mentaly?
you: yeah thanks for reminding me, i'm not
jackson: (sighs again) call your therapist rn
soph: u have ur own?
jackson: she's been to therapist since like 10 y/o so she obv has
soph: omg.. girl ur strong. pls stay strong we are all here for you
you: i love u sm baby
jackson: send her a message at least you need a therapy. ur anxiety is getting worse, u think i didn't notice
you: how?
jackson: u look really calm rn, but you are calm because you don't know what you feel and just disappoimted or whatever, anyways you are not the same mina, i don't know u from yesterday
cyp: he's right
(you called ur own therapist and she came. it's a pretty nice girl named olivia. u two went to jacksons room, alone, where u told her everything, explained etc...)
jackson: so ur done? did olivia go home?
you: yeah!!
jackson: well, how are we feeling
you: good i think
jackson: is ur mental health okay?
you: just like u said, it's getting worse but if i don't stress it'll be better
jackson: (hugs you)
you: don't let me go
jackson: i'll never let u go anywhere without me
you: never leave
jackson: i won't, i'll never leave u, i promised
you: (still hug him) don't stop
jackson: i didn't even want to stop
soph: look how cute they are oh my lord
cyp: she's always been emotional actually, she was just never showing her emotions, we all thought she's the "idgaf" one
jacob: well she is being herself w jackson
soph: as she should
you: i'm really tired... could we go to a room?
jackson: (helps you stand up and go to his room) lay here
you: mhm
jackson: r u comfty?
you: i think so.. i'm sorry tho
jackson: for what?
you: for ruining ur life
jackson: could u pls stop saying that!? like it's not true u made it better
you: haha good one, last month i broke my hand, now i broke my arm and leg its too much bro, i'm even making u feel bad and scared for me and i'm stressed and and (start crying) and we lost our baby—
jackson: (stops you by hugging you) shh. this will stay in the past. from now, think positive. remember when i said, if u don't let the past go away, it won't let u live. now, let it all go and try to forget! ik it's hard, ik because it's hard for me too, but trust me this is the only escape. from now, we are being positive. and the baby... we'll make another one when u get better so don't worry now, pls, take a nap u need it (kisses you) night lovely
you: i won't say anything. night pretty (kiss him)
jackson: (leaves the room)

soph: what's she doing?
jackson: we were talking a little bit, now she'll take a nap
cyp: bro she's so into you
jacob: omg really????? like we didn't notice omg???????
jackson: i know dude i know
cyp: did she say anything for the baby?
jackson: duh of course she did i told her we'll make another one when she gets better
jacob: STOP SSAGAJA
cyp: at least he thinks positive
jackson: we'll let the past in the past, and live our lives NOW
soph: i can't wait for her to get better
jacob: me too
jackson: (smiles) me too (looks at his phone, and next few mins spend in silence)

( he posted on his story this:

+but also added "i miss someone i've never met, my fav person" )

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+but also added "i miss someone i've never met, my fav person" )

jackson: should i check on her?
jacob: she's sleeping though
cyp: why'd u ckeck
soph: maybe because he cares about his girlfriend
cyp: what u tryna say? i care ab you bubble
soph: mhm mhm
jackson: i'm going, i can't handle it
jacob: okay

(he slowly walked in and saw you sleeping. since he didn't want to wake u up, he was very quiet and he sit on the floor, right next to the door. cyp texted him)

*chat with Brotha*
cyp: what's she doin
jackson: sleeping
cyp: where are u?
jackson: watching her sleep
cyp: come here now
jackson: i won't leave her
cyp: broo she's literally in a room next to us, nothing's gonna happe
jackson: idk i just don't wanna leave her bye
cyp: ugh

(the next hour he was sitting on the floor just watching some tiktoks and chilling, with u in the room sleeping)

{this is very bad i am so sorry i'm running of ideas and plus it's like 2 am rn so i don't really know what to write. so PLEASE, like PLEASE if you have some ideas what could happen next, tell me in comments, it'd help me a lot since i'm very unmotivated!! hope you liked this so far, since i didn't :D }

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