A swipe of love

part 32

[ IN THE MORNING ]

(you woke up in the bed. u felt someone's arm around ur chest. that was jackson ofc. u looked at him, smiled and kissed him. that woke him up.)
jackson: oo morning beautiful
you: morning lover
jackson: you okay? are u feeling good? does anything hurt?
you: woah woah i'm pretty good! and no, nothing hurts mr jackson
jackson: yes i'm so happy to hear that

(after that u were still laying for like a minute, then he pulled you closer to him, so u cuddled into his chest and hugged him back. u weren't saying anything. u just hugged him and looking somewhere far far away)
jackson: what are you thinking about
you: you, as always
jackson: me?
you: sometimes naked, sometimes not
jackson: woah
you: depends
jackson: bad girl
you: me? a bad girl? never
jackson: (hugs u harder) i'll never let u go
you: as u should
jackson: fuck damn
you: what
jackson: your eyes
you: you know i love when u say that even tho my eyes are like caca
jackson: HAHAHAH shut up they r so pretty to me
you: mhm are they?
jackson: ugh u can't imagine how much i love u
you: no i love u
jackson: i wish i could protect you from everything
you: ur so damn cute
jackson: u feel more like home than everwhere i've ever been
you: ITS SAME FOR ME
jackson: i really just want to lay here with you, hold your hand and just make sure nothing bad happens to you ever again
you: i love you so much stop it's not your fault
jacskon: it doesn't matter who's fault it is i just have to protect you
you: you don't have to
jackson: you are right i don't but i want to
you: i hope you know, we are getting married one day
jackson: duh i know who doesn't
you: (giggle) ur the best
jackson: naw naw i just wanna cuddle the shit outta and make you feel safe and loved
you: well, it's going very well
jackson: so anyways wanna just lay here all day n talk and we can watch the moon tonight if you want
you: yes yes yes omg
jackson: great, arr u hungry
you: nahhh not yet
jackson: okay if u are tell me yk i always have some snacks here
you: HAHAHAHAH okay okay
jackson: wanna listen to music while we are here just talking
you: yes omg
jackson: which one?
you: hm idk...
jackson: you know? i have songs that always make me think about you
you: let me hear some of them
jackson: first one... which one do you want, right here, or this one? (that one is yk, that song you and me always forever, IDK THE FUCKING NAME)
you: these remind you of me?
jackson: mhm
you: (smile) right here, it's my favorite one
jackson: me too me too
(plays the song and continues talking)
jackson: sometimes, all i want is to cuddle with you all day. when things get hard or we have a bad day that'd make it all feel better
you: ur right, this feels like heaven
jackson: bingo, the next song will be heaven and back
you: mmmm yeeaahhh
jackson: ur the girl i'd drive all night for
you: you're the boy i'd make breakfast for even tho my hand and leg are broken
jackson: it's okay since ur heart ain't broken (smiles) i mean as it should
you: i kinda wanna cuddle
jackson: so? i am here? what u waiting for
you: u forgot that i cannot hug u the best w my broken hand?
jackson: oh. okay then i'll do it for you (comes closer to you so u cuddle into his chest and u could notice his breath. u started breathing heavily when it came a beat of a song "i don't give a fuck ab your friends, i'm right here...." etc)
you: ugh trust me, i need you so hard. you keep me calm.  sometimes i'd just love to jump of a bridge but then you. you are the only one who's stopping me, u do so much for me that you don't even know
jackson: no why would you jump of a bridge?! could u please take care of urself i want you for a long time, like forever?
you: i gave an example
jackson: don't u dare to think ab that
you: i won't okay
jackson: ur really cute and its ruining my life because because i think about kissing you all the time
you: what's stopping u? my lips are dry yk
jackson: oo let me fix that (kisses you)
you: boom it's better now
jackson: u think so?
you: i do
jackson: you're so fucking adorable
you: and ur adorably fuckable
jackson: woah
you: WAIT THIS SEEMS WRONG (start laughing)
jackson: u little dirty minded bitch
you: i have to be careful around you
jackson: what why
you: u make the world seem so much brighter when ur around and so much darker when u leave
jackson: oh trust me i'm never leaving u if u stay, i'm staying. so i hope life is bright now
you: yuh it is
jackson: mina ur so cute
you: i love the way u say my name is so satisfying
jackson: i didn't mean cute like cutness, i mean cute like i wanna push you up against a wall
you: you're an evil
jackson: me?
you: that's hot
jackson: god damn ur so special. everything u say is just so fucking adorable
you: ur mind is beautiful
jackson: oh really
you: like the way u see the world is so fucking inspiring honestly. i'm not even high, i'm just in love
jackson: i fell for u so bad
you: i'm a fool for u so bad
jackson: feel free to grab me and kiss me wherever you want
you: wherever i want?
jackson: yes
you: (kiss him on the eye, nose, lips, forhead and start kissing his neck.)
jackson: damn
you: hm?
jackson: why the eye tho
you: because that eye is staring at me and attracting me so i gotta do what i gotta do
jackson: wow
you: (keep kissing him on the neck) u smell so pretty
jackson: so are you (smiles) damnnnn
you: whattt
jackson: i love when u do this to my neck it feels so good
you: does it? (stop kissing him)
jackson: why'd u stop
you: idk
jackson: my turn now (starts kissing ur neck)
you: damn ur right it feels so good
jackson: i told you
you: off topic but ur the best thing that's ever happened to me
jackson: because i need u idiot
you: like ur so smart, but so so stupid
jackson: let me guess, because i'm ur stoopido
you: right
jackson: ur the only person i don't get tired of
you: since ur the best thing thats ever happened to me, i hope u keep happening to me for a really long time
jackson: i don't care how complicated this gets, i'll always want you, if we ever argue and i say something like i don't love u or leave me, just know i'm lying
you: i understand and i know u'd never think like that because yk what, i know i'm not perfect but i'm all u'll ever need
jackson: all u said is true, beside the part ur not perfect, i saw u at ur worst and still thought ur the best
you: jackson?
jackson: yeah
you: wanna go to hell together
jackson: mhm
you: fine
jackson: cuddle with me i'll keep u warm and safe you'll never want to leave or want someone else
you: (hug him) keep me close like this, always and forever
jackson: i will i'm not letting anyone touch you
you: me too and if anyone touches you i'll touch her a bit too hard
jackson: same for me
you: ugh fuuuuuck
jackson: now what
you: i turned out liking you more than i originally planned
jackson: well once u met a boy version of you u fucked up
you: fr bro
jackson: i love talking to you
you: and all because ur voice
jackson: what? just my voice?
you: HAHA LOL i was kidding everything about u makes me think things
jackson: when you get better, these things will become reality and not just stay inside ur little head

{ let me know guys if u like these "talking" chapters because i have a lot ideas about writing this so, if u like it as i do i'll keep making these more often! }