Emotions

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This is the struggle. I don't know how to feel. I can't express my thoughts. All I know something is missing, something prevents me from my happiness.

The past few months has been tough. Fighting oneself is a challenge. Hard but I know I need to fight. Feelings I can't express, feelings hard to identify. I can't focus, I can't be happy. Life has been challenging. I don't know. It is tough but I need to fight.

I need to fight. To keep my faith. I will walk forward and not dwell on the past. Totoo ang sinasabi nila, minsan hindi natin alam na unti unti na tayong kinakain ng samut saring emosyon. Mahirap pero kelangan labanan. I don't want to be in a state of depression. Proseso pero kagaya ng ibang pagsubok, unti unti etong malalampasan. I had heaps of dreams before I was diagnosed. Now I am struggling what to do.

Lord everyday I thank you for the second chance. Help me figure out and find the true happiness. my purpose. I love you Lord.

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