"So, how far can you spread your legs?"
"Excuse me?"
👆Kook
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#𝟸 𝚒𝚗 𝚋𝚝𝚝𝚖𝚝𝚊e - 3/17/2020
#𝟽 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔- 1/29/2021
#2 in ggukv - 1/6/2022
-this book is pretty old, I was a terrible writer at the time. be advised :)-
Idk what I'm doing lol, sorry. I'm really just not up to write anymore, major writers block and whatever. My partner also broke up with me.
Imma tell y'all what happened and idc if you read this or not. Basically, me and my partner had met on wattpad and then we moved to instagram and talked for a while, maybe like four-five months. We both caught feelings for each other and we started dating. It was going amazing, great. A few months into our dating, they met a guy and caught feelings for him. They told me they wanted to date the guy and I told them that it was fine..that I just want them to be happy even if I'm not in their life. The guy told them to block me, they did for a few days and then came back to me, basically crying saying that the guy is toxic and isn't good for them so I accepted them back, I took them back. I was happy. That was probably the first red flag, but I ignored it. Then, another month or two later after we got back together, they told me they wanted to take a break and figure out their sexuality and they were still confused and wanted time. They said they wanted to wait. They said they wanted to fucking wait for me. I believed them. I told them it was fine and that I would let them figure everything out and I would wait too, because I loved them too much. They were the only one who made me feel okay, made me feel so happy. Then..a month or two on our break, I went to check their account on tellonym (an app to ask questions about you basically) and they had me blocked. I asked them about it, and they said it was because of a toxic friend. The friend had my account and they were scared that they would contact me and ask about them. I said Okay, that's fine. I'm glad you dropped them. I was a little suspicious though, and created another account and looked at their account. This is what they said.
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I was confused..So I messaged them and said "We are on break right? Like we're not dating?" They said "Yes." I felt my heart shatter. I couldn't believe it, I convinced myself that I was just overthinking things and ignored it, but one day I went to check their instagram story and it was weird, I couldn't see it. So..I created a new account and checked their instagram story. Sure enough..they posted a few things saying "tell me about yourself"
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I did a little more digging, and found the person's @ that they were dating. I went to their account and asked them questions on tellonym. Then they told me to message them on instagram so I did. Then they confirmed that they were dating. I felt betrayed. Used. I heard my heart shatter. So..I confronted them about it and they confessed.