The Love💜 In Our Soul

chap 8

The next couple days I didn’t went to company. I stayed at home thinking about everything over and over.
I only hang out with Seulgi briefly as I wasn’t in a good mood at all.

_u go to that party…end of discussion…
I heard Mr. Jung's voice. It seemed Mr. Jung and taekwon were back, and they had another argument, I could hear them from my room.
Taekwon was yelling.
_I won’t go…bc it’s a lame party…anyone there is old…u should go…ure same age…
_ure boss now…
_not again…every time…every damn time u want to run away from anything u say I’m boss…I’m sick of it…
_the invitation is for boss and u are the boss now…so u should go…
_for like thousands time…they are all old…I get bored…I don’t want to…
_u go…for a good business u need to do things that u don’t like…
_I’m boss and I say I don’t go to that lame party…
Taekwon shouted and banged his door room.

Finally, I gathered my strength and decided to talk to taekwon about that psychic.
it was Friday night.
I grabbed some chips and went to his room as he didn’t come down for dinner.
I knocked on the door, but didn’t hear anything so I opened the door slightly to peek in his room.
Room was dark and he was laying on the bed, I thought he’s slept and decided to talk to him another time.
_who is it?...
I heard his voice as I was about to close the door.
_it’s me…I thought ure asleep…
I said, stepping in the dark room.
_I was thinking…
_u didn’t come down for dinner…
_I wasn’t hungry…
He said, I felt his voice cracked, like he was crying. He sat at his place, topless.
_can I turn on the lights?...
_no…
I went further and sat on his bed. The curtain was over, letting the moonlight to lighten up the room. It was like his skin was glowing under moonlight. I turned my gaze to his eyes and I found them blurry, so I was right, he was crying, I felt sad to know his cat eyes were wet just a min ago.
_there’s something I think u should know…
_my sister is not virgin…I know already…
_what?...no…I don’t care…
_u don’t care she’s not virgin…
_oh god…shout up for a sec…I didn’t do anything to her…and I didn’t know anything about it…u just told me…oh god…what I’m saying…I’m here to talk about something else…
_ok…what?...
He said and snatched a chips, tore it and started to eat.
_uhm…there’s a psychic…
I told him everything about it.
_it’s all some bullshit to get money from morons…don’t believe it…
He said.
_I do used to think that way…but if she knows anything about my dream…maybe she knows something about urs too…
_ok…go out I want to sleep…
He said, banged the chips to my chest. I stood up to go out.
_I overheard ur argument with Mr. Jung…u can talk to me if u want…
_no…tnx tho…
He said and I went out as I was closing the door I heard him calling my name.
_wonshik
_yes…
_well...if u want to attend a lame party for old people…I can company u…
_I’m sure we can find an entertaining thing there…
I said and pulled the door to close it when I heard him saying
_as long as I’m with u…it doesn’t matter where am I…
I froze there for a sec, not believing my ears, I closed the door then left to my room, wondering if he felt something about me, just like me, maybe he wishes us to be more than brother in law.

The next day he was only nagging about the party, ruining the whole day for just a party, so I forced him to play video games with me just to make him shut up. We arrived at the party. And he was right. Everyone there was middle aged, we were the only youngsters.
_I thought u’re kidding when u said it’s a party for old people…
_that’s why my dad didn’t want to join…bc all CEOs are old and such a party is always lame…so he forced me to join…
_but I thought ure boss…
_no…I’m technically learning to be boss…

As the party was a little boring for 2 youngsters in love with wild parties we decided to entertain ourselves by some eating competition, like who drink faster, who can hold more chocolates in his mouth and so on.
We had our little laugh and joy and we talked to some other guests any other time and what I really enjoyed was the way taekwon introduced me to everyone, “my special friend”, he could simply say “brother in law” but hearing his words made me feeling the butterflies flying in me, so happy.

_see that woman there?...
Taekwon said and pointed to a middle aged woman who was greeting with guests.
_yeah…
_she’s jung eunbin…her father was one of the first pioneers in developing…he was so important and successful and somehow without him developing was impossible for korea...

After some mins she arrived to us for greeting.
_hello…welcome…im jung eunbin…ceo of jung entertainment agency…
She was staring at taekwon all the time she was talking, and I didn’t like it at all.
_great party…I’m jung taekwon…jung songchan's son…sorry my dad wasn’t feel well so I’m here behalf of him…
_oh…hope he gets better soon…and this young man?...
She finally took her eyes from taekwon.
_sorry…this is kim wonsik…my special friend…
_hello…
_hello…nice to meet u…
We shook hands, and she left without any other words.

After 20 mins, I saw her approaching us with a man alongside her.
_hello…I’m jung wonbin…
He was about our height.
_hello…I’m jung taekwon and this is my friend kim wonsik…
_wonsik!...my brother name is wonsik…what a coincidence…
He said, smiling.
The four of us stood there for a sec, none of us could think of anything to say, it was awkward.
_actually…eunbin dragged me here…saying u look exactly like someone we used to know…
_I have a photo of him…just a sec…
She said and grabbed her phone to show us.
_and this wonsik here…
He said and put his hand on my shoulder warmly.
_yes?…
I smiled waiting for him to continue.
_u…u exactly look like my dad’s friend…
_what friend?...
she said and handed her phone to taekwon.
I couldn’t believe my eyes, it was a photo of taekwon, no doubt, the version I saw in my dream, with his beautiful bride. Taekwon with sad eyes, black hair, the same tuxido, the same wedding chappel, even every details about the bride was the same, her dress, her makeup, her hair, everything was exactly like in my dream.
I felt weird, dizzy and trouble with breathing, feeling like I can’t keep my balance. I took taekwon arm to not falling and took a deep breath. Then it was the time, I felt taekwon’s shivering. I looked at him, he was pale like he just saw a ghost and had sweat all over his face.
_here…look at this…wonsik is exactly like my dad’s friend…
Wonbin said and handed his phone to taekwon, I was so in shock that I didn’t notice they were talking and decided to show me his dad’s friend.
I looked at the photo, it was me, no doubt. The person in the photo was me but thinner, older, all his hair was white. He was sitting with their dad version of taekwon whom he had black hair with streaks of white. But something about their dad’s friend was strange, something in the way he was looking.
_his look?...
I couldnt stop myself from asking.
_oh…he was blind…I don’t remember exactly why…
Eunbin said and looked at his brother in question way.
_neither do I…but I’m sure mom knows…u guys should come by for lunch and see our mom…she will be so happy to see u…
_yeah sure…
She agreed with him.
_plz excuse me…
Suddenly taekwon said and went toward the washroom.
_I talk to him about the lunch…I think I better go and check on him now…
_yeah…of course…
Eunbin said and I dashed to washroom.
I opened the water, splashing the cold water on my face, taking deep breath, feeling a lil better.
Suddenly I heard a noise, someone was puking.
_taekwon?...is that u?...
I heard the flush and the door opened. It was taekwon, looking messy and terrible as hell. He gurgled some water and washed his face.
_let’s go home…
He said and we came out the hotel, waiting for the valet to take our car.
I looked at taekwon, he was shivering and his eyes were blurry.
I felt bad to see him like this, I only could think of making him happy. I saw a hotel stuff; I ran to him getting some money from my wallet.
_hey…I need tow cigarette…
_sorry sir we can’t smoke while on duty…
_i don’t care…I just need tow cigarette…
I said and put all cash I have in my wallet in his palm.
Then I went to taekwon, he was standing there but lost in his thoughts.
_come…sit here for a sec…
I grabbed his arm and sat him on the stair before the hotel door.
A sec later, that boy held tow lighted cigarette before my eyes, I grabbed them, handing one to taekwon.
After some smoke he started to speak.
_the first pic was their parents wedding right?...
_it seemed so…
_remember my dream I throw myself before a boy to save him from getting beaten?...
_yeah…
_i see that woman in my dream…
_u mean the bride in the photo…technically their mother…
_yes…and the dream I told u...marriage and stuff…
_yeah I remember…
_it exactly like in the picture…every details…their dresses…the wedding chappel…am I crazy?...
_what?...hell no…
_I saw something in my dream before I know anything or see anything about it…
_I should tell u something…
_it’s better be funny…
_it’s about my dream…
_great…
I ignored his sarcastic words and told him about that wedding dream I had.
_when did u see that dream?...
He asked and looked at me scary.
_uhm…the other night that...we played ps for the first time in jejo villa…dont tell me…
I said hopping he doesn’t say it.
_I saw it that night too…is it only sound scaring to me...or…
_it’s getting scary…
_only that night?...
_just that one night…
_we should see that psychic u’ve mentioned…
_absolutely…
We finally decided to see her, but that night we spent it together, after some mins chatting, telling funny stories and eating mid night snacks, we were back home and slept, without doing anything sexual, we had an amazing night together.