The Love💜 In Our Soul

chap 11

_we need to talk…
I said as I stood before his desk, more than a week had passed since we went to Busan and we didn’t talk much after that.
_ok lets say u and me are reincarnated...lets say all of our dreams are meant to drag us to each other...i still can't accept it...i dont believe in such things as fate or reincarnation...i think we are confused by all the witch has said...
He replied, stood up and went out. Our conversation was even shorter than what I had thought.

The 2 next night, Friday night.
We arrived at the big villa around 9 p.m. a big party of one of taekwon and seulgi common friend. Taekwon and seulgi were greeting with almost everyone. I only attended as Seulgi insisted on it.
_do u know everyone?...
I asked.
_almost...everyone here are children of most richest families...we are friends since elementary school...we know each other's families...see that guy there...(seulgi pointed to a boy next to bar) he was taekwon rival in high school...and he's cousin of one of my best friend’s...so somehow we all know each other...
She replied.
The party was good but awkward to me. They were all long time friends and I was the only one who was new to that people and that was quite right to be like that.
Finally the host showed up. The music stopped and lights went off, suddenly one light spot turned on the up of the stairs. She started to come down the stairs, a tall, slim and beautiful girl that was shinning in her stunning dress.
The crowd cheered and yelled. She started to greet the guests.
_hi...do I know u?...
I turned to the source of sound and found her behind myself.
_oh...hi...I'm Kim wonsik...friend of Jung seulgi...
_nice to meet u...I'm joy...Jung taekwon friend...
We shook hands.
_nice party...
_tnx...how do u know them?...
_I'm...uhm...actually...our parents are friends...
I couldn’t bring myself to tell her that I’m gonna marry seulgi.
_is taekwon attended?...or he's sitting in the corner of his v.i.p. room in club?...
_he was here a minute ago...but I don’t know where is he now?...
I said simply and smiled.
_ok...tnx...enjoy the party...
She said and left.
_u met her?
After a sec seulgi showed up.
_yeah...I think she's a cool girl...
_yeah...she's nice...
_she was looking for taekwon...do u know where he is?...
_no...but I’m still shocked that taekwon has came...
_why?...
_he doesn’t open up to me...ever...but I think he still loves her...
_loves her?...what do u mean?...
I wondered. A slight frown laid between my eyebrows.
_he cancelled the wedding just the night before...
_what?...they were going to marry?...
_yeah...they loved each other ever since high school...
_what happened then?...
_no one knows...he never talked about it...
_seulgi...lets dance...
One of her friends called her and she left me standing there struggling with my feelings. Though I didn’t have him for myself, I felt threatened of losing him, I was confused to feel that.
I moved my hand in my hair, taking a deep breathe, I decided to wander around and relax my mind a bit.
I walked in the house aimlessly.
After some mins I felt tired, mentally and physically, so I looked for a room to lay down a bit. I took a doorknob to open a door when I heard some voices coming from 2 rooms next to me. I tipped toed toward it. The door was slightly open. My only sight was taekwon's back leaning on the desk and I could hear clearly enough.
_u're still the owner of my heart...
A female voice said.
No response from taekwon.
_why u're silent...say something...
_we don’t have anything to talk...
_what are u saying?...of course we do...I know u still have some feelings for me…I know u still want me as much as I want u...u can’t hide it…I can see it in ur eyes…I still think about u...I’m sure u still love me...ur eyes don’t lie...
_dont lie to me…I know I was just a toy to u…
_no…its not true…I loved u…I still do…my dad made me to gamble on my love for u…my love wasn’t a lie…
I could guess the voice belongs to whom. I saw tow slender and tall arms hanging around his neck, and slowly her hand went through his white hair.
I felt my heart crampeled. It seemed im burning in jealousy. I felt the urge to show my possessive and obsessive personality, to show her that he's mine now.
But my body was froze and I couldn’t make a move. I couldn’t stay there and watch them even. I only pulled the door hard, making sure to make a loud noise, and I dashed out.
As I got out of the house, I felt my knees bent and I crashed on the ground. feeling nauseous, i coughed some. I didn’t know what's wrong with me or why I was reacting like that. "Do I really love him?...am I jealous now?" I thought to myself.
I got up on my shaking feet and swayed out the building, walking aimlessly in the already dark and deserted street. After some time walking I saw a light getting close from my behind. I turned to it and signaled for a ride. The car stopped, a middle age man.
I jumped in.
_tnx...though...
_is everything ok?...u seem terrible...
_lovers issues...
I said simply and closed my eyes, resting my forehead on the window.
The aged man drove me to down town.
I walked in the streets aimlessly some more, before my phone rang. I reached for it in my back pocket. It was taekwon. I declined, as I wasn’t really sure why I reacted like that.
I saw a bar. I sat down and ordered some drinks, not really care what, I just wanted to wash down this weird feelings. I drank one after another, thinking about my feelings toward my brother in law, recalling what that psychic said about the reincarnation.

I opened my eyes and saw taekwon standing next to me.
My head was dizzy, my vision blurry and my stomach itchy.
He grabbed my arm and almost carried my weight.
When I had my cautious I found myself being dragged through a hallway.
_where are we?...
_my apartment...
He entered password and dragged me inside, leave the door to close on its own.
As he tried to lay me on his bed, I grabbed his wrist and pulled him down. He fell on his back and I crashed on him with all my weight.
_wonsh…
_I love u…I don’t care about reincarnation or other bullshits…but I’m sure of my feelings…I love u and I want u…
_wons
I cut him, attacking his petal like lips. It was like that alcohol gave me a power to confess and a vision to see the truth right before me.
He was froze, not participating.
I didn’t like it. I would make love to that kitten statue that night, either he participate in it or being forced.
I put my right hand over his head, caressing his hairs, and my left hand on his clothed thigh, caressing and squeezed it hard.
I tapped his lower lip with my tongue, waiting for him to let me in, but he didn’t show any response. I furrowed, bit his lower lip hard and pulled it between my lips. He opened his mouth to moan in pain and I used that opportunity and shoved my tongue in, choked him on his moan.
I felt his hands on my shoulders trying to push me away. He knew he can’t win. I was stronger and the alcohol had gave me more power.
I grabbed his hair to preventing his head from moving, and with my left hand I rose his leg to have a better access to his dick.
I rubbed our clothed dick on each other. Only then I stopped kissing him to moan from the pleasure. I felt him losing his last energy and his hand falling down. He moaned under his breath.
_wonshik…plz…
He murmured and I ignored him, I knew he want me too, he was only afraid to say it. His shivers and reactions were obvious enough.
I took my hand to open the button and unzip my pants, as I couldn’t keep my bulge in cage anymore, then pulled down my pants and boxer some inches.
I unzipped his jean and pulled down his boxer to his balls, letting his half hard dick to reveal.
He moaned in relief. I attacked his lips again and moved our revealed dicks on each other hard and fast. Our dicks were around the same length but mine was thicker.
This time he participated more in kissing. I put my left hand on his cheek, caressing him and my right hand in his hair, playing with it. I continued till I felt my hand got wet. I stopped, rose on my arm, looking at his face. His tears were dropping one after one.
_why ure crying?...
I whispered on his lips.
_u…u never gonna be mine…ure hers…not mine…like in that story…u never were mine…
He said with his soft voice but husky for the need and cry.
_say it and I’m urs…forever…
I said and put a quick kiss on his lips.
_what u want to hear?...
_say ure mine…say u want me…u need me…u love me…
He put his arms around my neck, and his legs around my waist, then dragged me into a passionate kiss.
_I want u…Kim wonshik…I need u…I love u…make me urs Kim wonshik...show me u only want me…
He said through kisses, every time bit on my lips.
_wanna know what I’m gonna do to u?...
_tell me…
_I’m gonna wreck this hole of urs so powerful and deep that u can’t walk for weeks (I said and slapped him hard over jeans)…I’m gonna crash u under my weight and paint all ur chest to purple…give u pure pleasure…and make u moan my name whole night…
I said and bit his lip, making him to moan.
_I can’t wait anymore…hurry up…
_ur request is my demand…
I said, sat on my knees and teared his blouse, not really in a mood to open buttons. He hastily took his blouse off as I did to mine. Then I took the hem of his jeans and pulled it off then I threw it away. He took his boxer to take off and I grabbed my own pants and boxer at the same time.
I laid on him, put a kiss on his lips then I went down to his jaw line. I kissed his sharp jaw line some then attached to his long and soft neck. Kissing and biting, he moaned to my rhythm. I went down to his chest, doing as I said, I kissed, bit and sucked hard every inch of his chest, turning it to purple color while playing with his nipples. He moaned and arched his back under me, and of the pleasure.
I went down till I reached his dick. I took the pink, long and rather thin dick in my hand, I stroked it some, observing how his breath went heavier. I put all of it suddenly in my mouth, feeling him shiver under me and holding his breath in. I licked and pulled it out with a loud bop sound. He released his breath, grabbing my hairs he pushed my head down to suck him more. I smiled and put his dick in my mouth again, moving my head up and down, listening to his beautiful moans.
He growled as I stopped. I sat up and saw his lust eyes beg for more.
_don’t sulk kitten…game isn’t over yet…
I said, took his hips and turned him, positioning his ass up and his head down. I caressed his milky and silky ass cheeks, squeezed it between my big and tanned hands, I went crazy over the color difference. I rose my hand and spanked him hard. He moaned and shivered. I did it again couple more times, before going to his pink and tight hole.
He moaned in pure pleasure as I went down and licked it.
_lubs?...
_no…
He replied.
I licked my fingers before putting my index finger on his entrance and play with it before pushing its tip in.
He shivered and moaned in pain.
_relax…it’s only tip of a finger…
_just ignore me…
I paved in that tight and warm hole till all was in, though it was hard and I had to force my way. Ignoring his painful moans, I played and moved my finger back and forth and in circles. I took his dick in my left hand and stroked it to reduce his pain.
The feeling of it around my finger was so good that I went mad, I couldn’t imagine how good it can be around my dick.
_let’s say ure ready…I can’t hold it back…
I said and pulled out my 2 fingers.
I spit on my hand and stroked my dick to make it wet a little.
I put my hands on his back and pushed it more down to arch his back more.
I pushed the tip of my thick dick in, he moaned and shivered in pain.
I bent down on him, not putting my weight or hurt him, then released my pleasure moans in his ear.
_relax…don’t push me out…take a deep breath and relax ur muscles…
I didn’t move and gave him a little time, I took his dick again in my hand and stroked it.
He took some deep breath and I felt his muscles relaxing around me.
He held his breath and moaned in pain again as I pushed a little more. He shivered and I saw how he grabbed the sheet in his hand.
I pushed more, stroking his dick and putting wet kisses on his back.
_kiss me more…
He said and I continued to kissing and licking his back while pushing little by little in, feeling his shiver in both pleasure and pain; pleasure as his sweet spot was his back and pain as I was penetrate him.
_say u love me…
He didn’t respond, and I stroked hard his dick in my hand before asking him again.
_say it…say u love me…now…
I demanded and pushed more hard.
_I lo…ah…easy…
_say it…
I said and bit his shoulder hard.
_ahh…love u…I love…ahh u…just easy…
I gone crazy after his confess, sat on my knees and pushed till the end hard. He screamed in pain, shivered and banged the mattress some with his fist.
As I felt his tightness and wetness around myself, I moaned in pleasure, feeling completely sober but drunk of this feeling.
I bent down, put my arms next to his slender body and moved myself a bit.
_ahh…give me a sec…
Though it was hard, I managed to control myself some more mins.
I went down, kissed and sucked his back, giving him time to adjust.
I played with his right nipple between my fingers.
_I can’t hold back any longer…
I whispered in his ear and pulled his earlobe between my teeth.
_just don’t go hard…
He said in a shaky voice. I put a kiss on his neck then bit it hard.
I started to thrust slowly, not hurting him. Listening to his moan in pleasure and still pain, I took his dick in my hand and stroked it once again.
_hurts?...
I asked after some mins of thrusting.
_it’s fine…
Then I stopped and pulled out. Taking his hips, I turned him then I laid on him with all my weight, attacking his lips again.
I broke the kiss as I felt the need for oxygen.
_I love u…
I said and rubbed my nose on his. He smiled, pulled my lips between his before answering.
_I love u too…
A big smile appeared on my lips and I sat between his legs.
I entered the tip of my dick, grabbed his ankles, rising his legs before I thrust harshly in.
He put his left palm on my thigh and the other on my chest, asking to go slowly. But I thrust as hard and deep and fast as I could, ignoring his pain.
_plz…ah…slowly…
I bent down and started to kiss him and stroke his dick, as I couldn’t go slow or control myself.
_coming…
I said after some mins of wrecking the cat boy under my weight and hard thrust.
_me too…
Soon I released my semi in him, and he followed me by releasing himself in my hand and on our chest.
I crashed on him, trying to maintain my breath. I felt his hand pulling my hair and his lips and tongue trying to find its way to mine.
I rose up on my elbow and interlocked my lips with his.
_I love u…
He said through the kisses.
_love u too…
I said then sat between his legs again. I thrust in him one more time.
_ah…wonshik…
_say ur mine…
I said and thrust another time even harder.
_wo…nshik…
_say it…
_I’m urs…just stop it…I’m urs…
I bent down, kissing him again I slowly pulled myself out. Then I laid next to him, dragging him in my arms.
_I have to take u to shower…
I mumbled and caressed his hair before I fell asleep, without doing the after take.