The Love💜 In Our Soul

13

Writer p.o.v

Months and months passed and wonshik and taekwon had have spent more time together. None of them had the usual dream again.
Taekwon still would have struggles with his feelings, he only had 1% doubt if he is ruining his sister life, it was surprisingly a little amount of doubt but even this amount was killing him from inside.
Wonshik still would go out and spend time with  seulgi though really didn’t liked it. He felt like he’s playing with her innocent heart, but he wanted to respect taekwon decision and give him the time he needed.

It was lunch time and like this past 5 months wonshik bought lunch for both of them.
Taekwon stopped working and got up to sit with wonshik and eating.
Wonshik had started eating, he didn’t wait for taekwon, not even glanced at him. It was couple days that he wasn’t paying attention to taekwon like he used to and it was hurting taekwon.
He sat next to him, grabbed a slice of pizza and leaned on wonshik before taking his first bite. He placed his head on wonshik right arm. Wonshik didn’t react at all.
Taekwon finished his slice, then pulled up wonshik t-shirt sleeve and bit his muscled arm softly, then licked it.
Wonshik didn’t react again, he continued eating in silence.
Taekwon couldn’t understand the reason behind this ignorance, he went further, put his arms around him, rested his chin on his shoulder.
_what is it?...why ure acting like this?...
_acting like what?...
Wonshik said coldly
_just like this…ignoring me…what is it?...
_I’m not ignoring u…
Taekwon didn’t believe his response, he was obviously ignoring him and said the other wise.
He let go of wonshik and sat back.
_u know why I never had a serious relationship…why u are my first serious relationship…?
_so u say ur relationship with joy wasn’t serious?...  seulgi said u cancel the wedding just the night before wedding…
_seriously ure asking that now…after all these months…
_I’m just curious…
_no…ure not…ure trying to change the main subject from urself to me…
_no I’m not…
_look at me when ure talking to me…
Wonshik threw the half slice in his hand that he was eating without any appetize in the pizza box, sat back, leaning to the other end of sofa and finally looked at him.
_tell me about her first then I tell u why I’m ignoring u…
Taekwon smirked at his words, he took a deep of breath of thought of recalling his stupid memories.
_well…someday I would cry on recalling them…but after a long time now I laugh at them…memories of my first relationship with a girl…we were in the same high school…same grade…same class…she approached me…we fell in love soon…I fell in love soon…I was just a kid…stupid…we finished high school after 2 years of friendship…in a month our parents started to talk about the marriage and stuff…I loved her…I mean I thought I love her…I thought I’ll die without her…less than 6 month and it was our wedding…the day before that police came to us…asking about them…informing us that her dad is a con artist…and at the moment they are talking to us...their colleagues have went to arrest him…they said that they have them under observation more than a year to find enough evidence…I didn’t believe them…I went to her…so she would tell me it’s a joke…I went to her home where she should be after her bachelor party…in the thought of waiting for her…but she was home…she wasn’t at her party…she was home and she had sex with one our friends…my whole dream world ruined…after that I never saw her…realizing she was working with her father and I was her first target…without any help…but police hadn’t any evidence to arrest her…so she flew to usa…and now she’s back after all these years…that is what scares me of the seriuos relationship…I’m scared if whom I regard “the one” leaves me alone…with all the good memories…I don’t want it to happen again…and thinking of u leaving me is so scary…
_I don’t leave u…I just want to be honest with everyone…with my parents…urs and most important with seulgi …
_I know…
_u heard them…they think seulgi and I really love each other and we can be the most happiest couple ever…I just want to tell them I’ll be the happiest with seulgi's brother not herself…I love her brother…do u hear me…wedding is less than 10 days…my parents are flying here now…we should tell them before it’s too late…
_are u sure?...
Taekwon asked after some sec of silence.
_about what?...
_about us…about ur feelings…
_I’m sure…I was sure since the very first time I saw u…I was just scared…
_I…I…
Taekwon couldn’t find a word to say, as his mind was frozen and still trying to process his lover words and their complicated situation.
_come here…
He said and grabbed taekwon shirt and dragged him close. Placing taekwon on his laps, resting his head on his hard chest, he put his arms tightly around him.
_I know what u mean…we absolutely should tell them…before it’s too late…
_it’s already late…
Wonshik cut him then put a soft kiss on his blonde hair.
_yes…it’s late…we tell them this weekend…next 2 or 3 day…right?...
_right…after tomorrow…
_so are we cool now?...
_give me a kiss first…
Taekwon rose himself up and put his lips on his, starting a soft yet passionate kiss.