The Love💜 In Our Soul

chap 12

He rose his head and saw a boy with cat like eyes was standing before him.
_what are u doing?...
The cat eyes boy asked in a cute and childish way.
_my dad said I have to prune…
_what’s ur name?...
_Ravi…
_I’m Leo…my dad said u and ur dad gonna stay here with us…
_my dad works for ur dad...
_let’s be friend…
_I can’t…
_why?...
_my dad said I’m ur servant…
_but I don’t have any friend…plz?....
_but…
_I don’t let anyone hurt u…as long as ure my friend…
He nodded in agreement, though he didn’t know what friend means, he felt that this is something that he needs the most.

He opened his eyes, founding himself along with an aged man whose holding his belt in his hand and getting closer to his terrified figure in the corner of the room inches by inches.
_I told u to stay away from the master’s son…and what did u do?...
_I’m sorry…plz…
_answer me…what did u do?...
_he just gave me some cake…
_it was his birthday cake...
He turned his back and the man’s first hit landed on his back. He screamed for the pain was over his imagination. He never could get use to this pain.
The man kept on hitting him, ignoring his beggings.
Suddenly the door slammed open and a woman stormed in.
_stop it…u gonna kill him…
She said and pushed the man with all her strength.
_get out…I know how to discipline my own son…
As the man shouted, 2 other men dashed in the dark and small room and took him, so the woman could take the boy out and clean his scars.
Ravi threw himself in her hug and cried out.
_seohyun…tell him it’s…always young master…asking me to play with him…he always…grabs my wrist…drags me to play with him…I swear I never asked him anything…I swear…I didn’t ask him for cake…he gave the cake to me…he said “it’s ur share”…tell him…to not hit me anymore…plz…it hurts…so much…
Her heart cracked as she saw the boy is a crying and begging mess in her arms. She smoothly caressed boy and showered his wet face with kisses.
_I’ll talk to him…don’t worry…just don’t say anything to young master about ur dad hitting u…
She well knew that he won’t listen to her and keep on taking out his anger for any reason on the poor little boy.

He turned his eyes and saw a car honking at him. The back window tilted down and he saw his young master happy face.
_Ravi…get in…I drive u to school…
_I have to walk…
He said and thought to himself he’s only a kid, a 2nd grade kid, and he has to work to repay his dad debt, to be careful around the young master, he doesn’t have a mother, he never celebrated his birthday, his father hobby is hitting him, he has really a hard and rough life.
_no…
He cried out, sat on the ground and let his tears to shed.
_why ure crying?...I just wanted to help u…
Leo conveyed himself to Ravi in a sec and hugged him.
_plz…I have to walk…
Ravi didn’t say anything about the beatings just as he promised to seohyun.
_then I walk with u too…

He opened his eyes, finding himself sleeping on a very soft mattress in an unfamiliar room, not his own room and on the hard floor. He found a slim figure clinging to him. He rose his hand and caressed Leo’s hair. A soft and full of love smile appeared on his lips as he remembered the last night was their first night together. He glanced at the clock. It was 5:20 a.m. he had to go back to his room and start his work soon before anyone notices he hadn’t spent the night in his own bed. He slowly pulled himself off the clingy catman, put a soft kiss on his jet black hairs and walked toward the door. Looking at his lover sleeping peacefully for another time, treasuring the picture in the jewelry box in his mind and pulled the door to close it.

He closed the door and turned. He looked around the house again. It had a wonderful design.
_hope it was our place…
he sighed and wished under his breath.
He walked toward the young man and woman standing over there.
_I saw the greenhouse…don’t worry about it…I’ll design it just as u wish…it will be ready by the we…ehm…wedding…
It was hard to say the word, he couldn’t say it out loud the first time, pretending to clear his throat, he furrowed and said with a bad pain in his exhausted and old heart.
_tnx…
The young girl said kindly.
It was the first time anyone except his prince thanked him for his work. That simple word made him sure that his prince is marrying a good person, but either this didn’t decrease flame of the jealousy in his heart.

He was sitting behind the bushes with his prince and it was the last time he could spent his time with his cat like prince before he gets married and move out the house.
They didn’t talk nor did any sexual activity, just sitting next to each other and looking at the moonlight.
The moonlight shining on his prince and making him more desirable than ever.
He died just to control himself and not to jump on his glowing prince and shower him with kisses, hugging him tightly that suffocate him, and he himself forget all the pain digging in his soul and mind.
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_wake up…we are late…wonshik…wake up…I said wake up…
I opened my eyes as I couldn’t tolerate the noise anymore.
_ehhm…
Growling and rolling to lay on my left side.
_finally…I was starting to think ure dead…get up…we’re late…
_for what?...
_everybody’s awaiting us for lunch…
_ehm…
I laid on my belly and hid my head under the pillow, so I could sleep again.
_what do u say about our first shower together?...
He leaned closer, whispered in a seductive voice over the pillow then put a soft kiss on my back.
Suddenly I remembered everything about the night before. I rose on my elbows, frightened to death.
_taekwon…last night…
I didn’t dare to look him in the eyes. I just stared at the white color of bed sheet. Happy of the amazing experience of the last night, and frightened of its consequences.
_look at me…
Taekwon said and leaned on his right elbow, getting closer to me.
_I can’t…
I was embarrassed.
_just look at me…
He said and combed my hair kindly.
I slowly turned my shaking gaze to him.
Taekwon smiled warmly to comfort me before saying.
_last night my lover wrecked me with his powerful thrusts…and god knows…it was amazing to the point I want it happen every night…
_so u’re not mad at me?...
_why would I?...
_really?...
_yes…
_oh god…so it means u finally believed in that witch words?
_not really…
_but u have accepted we have feelings for each other…right?
I said happily and with a big smile on my lips.
_yeah…
As he replied, I hopped on him, pinning his milky petit body under my tanned muscled body, and locked our tongues.
_what about…Seulgi?
I cut the kiss and asked.
_nothing for now…
He replied, dragged my head close again and restarted the passionate kiss.
_what…u…mean?...
I wondered between the kiss.
But my question remained unanswered, instead taekwon deepened the kiss.
_answer me…
I parted my lips and asked.
He stared at my brown eyes, caressed my hair and dragged my head down to kiss me again, trying to run away from answering.
In a matter of sec, I sat on his belly, grabbed his wrists and pinned them above his head.
_I don’t care if the answer gonna hurts me or what…just answer me…always…the truth…I want the truth…
_I…well I…I need to figure out my feelings yet…I need a lil time…just to be sure…if I really love u more than how much seulgi loves u or not…ure gonna marry her…I don’t want to ruin her life based on a simple temptation….
_that’s an answer…remember always to answer me…just like now…we do as u say…we keep it between ourselves for a while till both of us be sure of our feelings…now hurry up…we’re late…
I said, smiling brightly and kissed his lips again.