The Love💜 In Our Soul

chap 15

Taekwon locked himself in his apartment for over a month, barely ate or even slept. He spent all his times blaming himself for letting this happened. He didn't care about his own hurt feeling, in fact all his mind was circling over suelgi and wonshik feelings.
_taekwon...open the door...
The banging on the door and yelling from the behind it, woke him up.
He sat on the sofa he had fell asleep on, closing his eyes and covering his ears he wished seulgi would leave any time soon, just like all the other times in the past month.
_open the door...or I break it...
He got up and walked slowly and tired toward the door as he heard his sister threaten.
_leave me alone...
He said quite loud so seulgi could hear him.
_i won't...and now open the door...
_i won't...u can break the door...
_taekwon...plz...
_come on...break the door...or just leave me alone...
_i won't break the door...instead I sit just before the door...waiting for u so whenever my older brother is ready to talk...I will be here for u...
Seulgi knew if she hire someone or in any way she break the door, it is against taekwon will and he wont listen to her or help himself out. And otherwise he will act so stubborn and childish.
_just go home...
Taekwon said, closed his eyes and rested his forehead on the wooden door.
_i won't...even if it takes a life time for u to let me in...

Taekwon checked on her through the peephole couple of times. She was sitting on the ground in front of the door, eating pizza, playing with her phone, and in the end she fall asleep on the polished floor.
He couldn't let her sister sleeping on the cold tiles and getting sick just before his eyes.
It was over mid night, he slowly opened the door, took his sister off the ground and walked back to his apartment toward his room.
He gently put the asleep girl on the bed, covered her with blanket and then laid next to her. Looking at his little sister peacefully in sleep, he thought about how much he is missed wonshik until his eyes got heavy and asleep over came him.

Seulgi opened her eyes, amused to find herself on the bed. She heard some noises from bathroom but she was still sleepy so she pulled up the blanket and slept again.

_seulgi wake up...lunch is ready...
She opened her eyes to her brother's voice. Lazily walked to the toilet and washed her face, then went toward the good smell of the food from the kitchen.
_have u make it?...
Taekwon only nod in response.
_aww...it was a while u haven't make anything and I really missed ur cook...
They finished eating in silence and walked to sit together without cleaning up anything.
_i talked to dad...
_saying u have a filthy brother that stole ur husband...
_no...don't talk like that about urself...
_so what!?...
_u never planned to fall in love with him...nor u planned to hurt by loving him...neither does he...none of u...u never can predict when love comes for u...u only realized it when it's too late...and u are sank in it...u open ur eyes and find urself in love with a person u can't imagine having a simple conversation...but here u are...ready to die for that love and that person...am I right or not?...
_think that what's happened to me...
Taekwon said and let his tears to drop. Seulgi moved a little further and hugged him tightly, trying to soothe him
_its ok...dad is cool with it...in fact everyone is cool with it...u have the right to love the person u love freely...dad is sorry...and he said he misjudged u and ur feeling bc he was afraid to lose a good contract but his actions caused his son to lose happiness...the most valuable thing he always wanted for u...
_i miss wonshik...
Taekwon mumbled between his sobs
_wait a sec...
Seulgi walked toward her bag and after grabbing something from it, she walked back and handed it to taekwon.
_what is it?...
Taekwon said and opened the envelope. It was a ticket to New York City for next 3 days.
_dad bought it for u...
_th...thanks...
Leo couldn't control his tears and let them to fall freely before his sister.
Seulgi hugged him silently and rubbed his back warmly.
_ure the best sister ever...
Taekwon whispered in her ear.
_i know...
Seulgi said and smiled genuinely.