The Love💜 In Our Soul

chap 4

For the next 2 days we went out, trying to learn more about each other and I couldn’t think of anything but that witch's words. I couldn’t concentrate and her weird words and attitudes kept circling back to me. I tried hard to push them back and enjoy hanging around with Seulgi but it kept stroking me right through my head.
finally we were back home.
we got out the car, Seulgi’s phone rang, she took her phone to answer and I went ahead, headed to the living room, where I ran into Mr. Jung and a young cat like boy in the hallway.
Mr. Jung back was at me and that boy wasn’t aware of me.
I couldn’t keep my eyes away from him, he was tall around my height, slim but on shape, I could see he has a smooth and milky skin worth to be touched over and over again, and his bleached hair had doubled his sexiness and charm. he looked familiar to me, like I know him but I couldn’t recall from where or when.
_ure being rude...insulting ur soon sister-in-law family...
Mr. Jung said in an angry tone.
_I only wasn’t in the mood to meet new people...
_but u were in the mood to go to clubs and spending time with hookers...
_I’m telling u the truth...I don’t feel well...
_that's not an excuse...
_I’m telling u how I feel...and u acting like u don’t care about me like always...just like I’m a puppet and I don't have any rights ...
_I do care about u...
_so believe me when I say I don’t feel well...
_u feel well when u stop spending time with hookers...
_not again...
he nagged and rolled his eyes.
_ure already a grown man for urself...and soon enough u marry and start a family...so quit clubs and stick with ur family...
_for like thousands time...I don’t feel well...
his response was a slap on his cheek by Mr. Jung.
_this week we all gonna travel to jejo...with the kims...u should come...and behave well...my final words...
_fine...I fucking come...and spend my whole fucking time with my fucking family since now...but I don’t want to hear about marriage...never again...
he growled while holding his finger point as a warning.
_drop the attitude...NOW...
Mr. Jung shouted the last part.
_I don’t fucking care...
he said while walking toward stairs.
Mr. Jung massaged back of his neck and went toward living room.
_they always had an argument...
I heard Seulgi voice next to me.
_what?...oh...that was ur brother?...
_yeah...taekwon...
_u don’t look like sister and brother...
_yeah...it’s like he's not really blood related to us...he doesn’t look like anyone in our family...
_oh...I’m like that too...I don’t look like anyone in my family...my older cousin used to making jokes and saying im adopted...
She giggled and left toward her room, and I stood there thinking about the angel I just saw.

taekwon even didn’t join for the dinner that night.

_who's there?...
I asked from where I was sat.
_who are u?...ure in my home...I should ask u that...
he replied and turned on the lights. the lights made me to shut my eyes for a sec.
it was taekwon.
_I’m Kim wonshik...
I said and rose my hand to shake.
he ignored my hand and sat on the next sofa.
_hello groom...I’m taekwon...bride's older unobssesive brother...
_why ure up?...it’s 4 in the morning and we have a flight around 12...
I started a conversation and moved a beer on the table to him.
he grabbed it and opened it to drink.
_nightmare...u?...
_same...it sucks...
_I mean...it’s always the same...and I’m sick of it...want to see a new one...
_u only see one nightmare too?...
_yeah...u too?...
_ever since my childhood...
_sucks...
_yeah...
_I can’t even talk to anyone about it...they say it’s only a dream...and I’m making a shit out of nothing...
_yeah...my parents knows about it...but they can’t understand how I feel after it...I even think they’ve forgot what was my dream exactly...even doctors and sleeping pills wasn’t really a help
_u can talk to me if u want...what u see?...
_well...in my dream...I’m a blind person...getting beat by a beast...then suddenly someone comes and hugs me...feeling safe and secure...
_shut the fuck up...
_what?...
_in my dream...I’m with a woman...and a teenage boy...and 2 kids...seems like their my family...I’m looking at a blind boy getting beaten by a monster while people circling around him like he is an entertainer...though that woman and children holding me back, I ran toward him, making a path through crowd… I threw myself to protect him…getting beat instead of him...feeling like he's the most precious person in my life...feeling like I know him for thousand years…then suddenly all of me fills up by a name that I never heard…RAVI…
_u must be kidding me?...
I said, not wanting to believe what I heard "he's dream is other side of my dream?...is it even possible?"
_fuck no...
_it can’t be real...it's a joke...
_whatever I’m going to sleep...
he said, getting up, throwing his empty beer can on the table, heading to the upstairs.

I thought the whole night about these weird dreams over and over. I couldn’t believe it, and in the end I decided to think my parents trying to mess with me.