SAVE ME || KTH

18

My eyes shot open, my mind fuzzy and my underwear definitely tighter then when I had fallen asleep. I sat up, quickly looking around where I found y/n sitting on the bed staring down at me.

Her eyebrows furrowed as she looked directly at me. I covered myself quickly, embarrassed as hell.

"Crazy dream aye?" She asks and I can't help but to turn fifty shades of red. I couldn't even look at her. I just had a sex dream about y/n. A fucking sex dream.

"No need to be embarrassed, it happens to the best of us." She giggles and I stand up and hurry towards the bathroom. As soon as I shut the door I begin punching the air.

What the fuck. That's all I could think. Why was I having a sex dream about y/n? Why did she have to see? I was so embarrassed I didn't even want to face her. I wanted to stay in the bathroom forever.

At least she didn't know it was about her. That's the only thing that made me not want to die completely.

Fuck. I don't know how I'm supposed to go back out there after that. My face was on fire as I stared down at the problem in my underwear.

I needed to think about something nasty so it would go away. Not that I really needed to seeing as my crippling embarrassment was helping it go away much faster then anything else would.

I just couldn't believe it. Why y/n? Why did I have a sexual dream about her of all people. She's my best friend, nothing ever more then that.

I had never even thought of kissing her before much less having sex with her. I just couldn't wrap my head around it. I was completely embarrassed and very confused.

Once I composed myself and faced the fact that I couldn't stay in the bathroom forever, I made my way back to the room.

I let out a sigh of relief as I saw that y/n was no longer in the bedroom. I quickly got dressed and headed straight to my laptop to get started on my work.

Today was definitely going to be very awkward.

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Y/n's pov-

Tae hadn't spoken to me all day since what had happened this morning. He was hidden away and when he did come out he didn't say a word to me. He wouldn't even look me in the eyes.

I'm not sure why he was so embarrassed I mean those things happen. They can't be helped so I didn't blame him.

I left it alone though as It was obvious he was feeling uncomfortable. I let him have his space.

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Tae's pov-

Hours later and I was still avoiding y/n at all costs. I still felt embarrassed and now looking at her made my stomach do flips.

I was definitely feeling weird after that dream and now I felt confused. I don't like y/n like that so why I had the dream like that was beyond me. It made no sense and it was quite confusing.

"You wanna watch something?" I hear and I look up to find Y/n standing in the doorway, her eyes on me. "Like what?" I ask, not making eye contact with her. "Umm, I don't know. Let's go find something." She says before disappearing from the room.

I let out a breath I didn't realize I had been holding in as I stand up and make my way out to the living room where Y/n is already seated on the couch under a big fuzzy blanket.

"How about a comedy?" Y/n asks, flipping through the different movie genres. "Whatever you want to watch." I say as I sit down, keeping some distant between the two of us. Y/n clicks on a random movie and puts it on.

Neither of us said anything as the movie started. Every so often I would glance over at her to see her fully invested in the movie, letting out a little giggle at the funny parts. I couldn't seem to focus on the movie though. I could only seem to focus on her.

After the dream I felt as if I couldn't think straight. My mind felt fuzzy when I thought of Y/n.

She's my best friend. She always has been and yet after last nights dream I couldn't help but to think about her in a different light. The most concerning part is when I thought about it, I didn't hate it and that scared me.

After everthing with Nari I just wasn't ready to deal with this feeling. I was still trying to heal from all of the heartbreak Nari had caused me. Of course I love y/n, but as a friend.

I think the dream just has me confused and it doesn't mean anything. I'm sure tomorrow everything will be back to normal.

I shake the thought and finish off the movie.
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Waking up the next morning I looked around to find Y/n still asleep on the bed. I stood up and watched her for a second. She was sleeping so peacefully that I couldn't seem to tear my eyes away.

I was mentally cursing at myself that it was the following day and I was still feeling weird about the dream. Maybe it was because I was just embarressed and we hadn't talked about it. At least she had no idea it was about her. That was the main thing I was grateful for.

I think today we should clear the air and I'll feel better and it won't be as awkward. That's probably the best option so I don't have to continue feeling weird. I didn't want the awkward tension between us.

I made my way towards the little office area where I last saw Y/n head and as I opened the door I was met with something I didn't expect to see. Standing there in front of me was Y/n and Namjoon.

The worst part was, they were kissing...not just any kissing but full on making out.

My chest instantly tightened as I backed out of the room, not even listening to Namjoon's frantic voice saying "Wait, it's not what it looks like." Which, it was exactly what it looked like.

The worst part of it all, that I hated more then anything, was that I felt jealous, extremely jealous.

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A/n: I've been writing so much lately and I'm so happy! I have 3 or 4 other chapters written right now for this story and I plan to write some more tomorrow. I'm just glad I'm finally getting back into writing! After all this is my safe and happy place so it feels great to be back. <33