SAVE ME || KTH

20

When y/n and I got home she slipped into the bathroom without a word as I began to make my bed on the floor. Today had been quite the day and I was exhausted. I was ready to crash.

As I was in the midst of making the bed y/n appeared in the room, her eyes following me as I moved. "You can sleep on the bed you know. I know we've went over this before but I don't know...I just don't like sleeping alone." She says and I stop what I'm doing.

"I don't know...Are you sure you wouldn't mind?" I ask and y/n shakes her head. "Not at all. It is your bed after all." I think for a moment, not sure if it's the best idea. Yet my mind kept telling me there was no reason I shouldn't. We're friends. It's perfectly normal after all.

"Okay sure." I say as I begin to pick up the blankets from the floor that I had already laid down. Y/n hops onto the bed and gets under the blankets, leaving them open for me to crawl in beside her. As I lay down next to her I can instantly feel her body heat. I try to keep as much distance as possible between us.

Neither of us say anything as I flick the ligths off, fully getting comfortable in the bed. The silence in the room was loud as my eyes adjusted to the darkness around me. What seemed like forever went by of neither of us saying a word. I could feel y/n moving around as if she was trying to get comfortable then she fell still.

I looked over, just barely able to make out her silhouette. I figured she had already fallen asleep but I couldn't seem to, even though I felt tired my body felt on edge. As I was laying there my body stiffened as I felt y/n's hand touch mine from under the blanket, her pinky softly grazing mine.

"Y/n?" I say, her name coming out more as a confused question. I hear her mumble as her hand moved away quickly and she rolled over. She was asleep. That wasn't on purpose so why was my heart racing? Why was I feeling like this over her accidentally touching my hand in her sleep?

I felt like I was going crazy and as much as I didn't want to admit it, I think I was starting to like Y/n, as more then a friend...

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Y/n's pov~
When I woke up the next morning I opened my eyes to come face to face with Tae. He was sound asleep next to me on the bed. I couldn't help but to stare at him in awe. He looked so cute right now.

I watched as he shuffled slightly, a small moan escaping his lips. The sound brought me back to the other day when he had woken up from his little sex dream. I hadn't said anything because I didn't want to embarrass him further but that morning I had heard some 'things.'

Not only was he making grunting noises but he had also moaned out softly, my name. I was so shocked and confused when I had heard that and I knew bringing it up would make him feel even more uncomfortable so I said nothing at all. Yet It had shocked me, I wasn't expecting it.

I didn't know what was going on in Tae's head. For what I knew he was still trying to get over Nari. Plus we've been friends for years so of course I was taken back by him having a sex dream about me. No matter what, I wasn't going to bring it up. Besides, I had enough to deal with after the whole Namjoon situation.

I felt terrible. I know I should give Namjoon some space now but at the same time I'm afraid he'll hate me. I don't want to lose him as a friend but I can't help that I like someone else...I tried so hard for so long to push my feelings away but they won't go away. Not when they get stronger every single day...

The sound of Tae waking up shook me from my thoughts. "Morning." I say, sending a smile his way. He looks over at me with sleepy eyes as he lets out a big yawn. "Morning." I watch as he rubs his eyes and stretches, his leg bumping into me as he stretches across the whole bed.

"So, um, I have something I want to say." I start, already not wanting to say it. "What is it?" Tae asks, his eyes on me. "I think I'm gonna head home today."
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Tae's pov~

I stared at Y/n, unable to speak. I wasn't sure what to say honestly. With my new found feelings for her it felt as if my heart was sinking in my chest, I didn't want her to leave, not yet. "Why? You can't stay any longer?" I ask, not knowing what else to say.

Y/n bites her bottom lip, her face somewhat sad. "I just think it's time for me to go. I've stayed for a bit now and I feel you should have some time to yourself, ya know." She says and although I feel as if I should agree with her, I don't want to. I didn't want her to leave, not now.

"It's okay if you stay, seriously I dont mind at all." I say, trying to change her mind. She tilts her head slightly as she looks away from me. "I know I just-it's for the best, right?" She asks, not looking back at me. It looked like she wanted to say something else but I couldn't tell what.

"Honestly, no." I didn't want her to go. I didn't want to be alone. I didn't want her to not be here wih me. "What?" She asks, taken back by my response. I sat up on the bed and looked over at her, my words serious.

"I want you to stay here with me. I need you to."

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A/n:: Mannn, for the past 2 months my anxiety has been at an all time high and it sucks so bad. I was at work earlier and everything was fine and dandy until I just suddenly started getting super anxious. It felt so hard to breathe and my chest was so tight. I was lucky I didn't have an anxiety attack at work. Even right now at home my chest still feels tight just not as bad. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow ))): Mental health is no joke but for those of you who struggle with it too, we got this. One day at a time. <3 I love you guys :):