SAVE ME || KTH

26

Tae's pov~

My mind was racing. Why did y/n end up hanging out over there at this hour? We had all just hung out why did they need to hang out more?

I was jealous. I wouldn't deny that, I couldn't. I hated the idea of them hanging out alone together.

What if something happened and Namjoon made a move? What if y/n went along with it? I was driving myself insane thinking about it.

There was nothing I could do but hope nothing happened between the two of them. After everything y/n and I have been through lately, I just couldn't imagine her hurting me like that.

I was just overthinking. She wouldn't do anything. I just needed to calm down and stop assuming.

That night, I barely slept.
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The next day I had asked y/n to come over. I wanted to know what had happened so I could stop overthinking myself into madness.

As soon as she got there she reassured me that nothing had happened and that nothing ever would.

I instantly felt a weight off of my shoulders after hearing that. It was so hard to unlearn ways from a toxic relationship but I was trying. I just have to take it day by day.

"You're not upset, are you?" Y/n asks with a concerned look on her face. I let out a breath. "No, I'm okay." Her reassurance was enough to ease my mind at the moment.

"Good because I'm not her, Tae. I would never do that to you, regardless if we're together or not."

Y/n's words sank into me, tugging at my heart. She's right. She's not Nari. She isn't and she never would be.

"I know, I'm sorry. I'm just so use to her hurting me constantly that there's where my mind automatically went." I say and y/n frowns.

"You don't have to worry about that anymore. Your heart is safe with me, I promise." Y/n says as she leans over and takes my hand in hers.

"I'll never let you feel that type of hurt ever again."

My heart pounded in my ears as I stared at y/n's sincere expression. In my heart I knew it, she would never hurt me like that.

With y/n, I was safe.

I leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers softly.

When we pulled back I spoke instantly. "We should go on a date." Y/n looked at me stunned for a minute then she smiled.

"I would love that."

I know we were taking things slow but at this point I didn't care anymore. I didn't care about Nari and I's past, I didn't care about all the hurt, all I cared about was y/n.

I wanted more. I didn't want to wait any longer. This is what I wanted.

Now and forever.
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For our date we end up going to a nice dinner then a walk around the park. It was beautiful at night here.

"It's so beautiful out here." Y/n says as if she had just read my mind. "It really is." I smile as I look over at her. I was definitely talking about her and not the park around us.

As y/n and I approached the bridge we stopped and stared out at the water. "You know I'm really glad we're doing this." Y/n says suddenly.

I assumed she was referring to us working towards being together. "Me too." I say, meanly it honestly.

She then turned to face me. "I really do like you, Tae. I hope you know that." She says, her eyes sparkling.

I couldn't hold back my smile. "I really like you too." I say. I meant every word. Y/n smiled as she leaned over and wrapped her arms around my waist, burying her face into my chest.

My heart felt full. I hadn't felt this happy in my life.

"Y/n..."

"Yeah?" She asks as she pulled away from me just enough to look at me.

"If I could be so lucky, Would you be my girlfriend?"

Y/n looks shocked by my words but her face lights up as she smiles the biggest I had ever seen her smile.

"Of course." I wasted no time in kissing her. I felt so happy in this moment I thought my heart was going to explode.

As she kissed me back she squeezed her arms tighter around me. It was just the two of us in the whole universe. Nothing else mattered.

When I pulled back y/n opened her eyes and smiled. "Do you work tomorrow?" Is the first thing out of her mouth.

"No, why?" I ask, a little confused. "Do you mind if I stay over tonight? I really don't want to go home just yet."

Her words made me smile. I was glad to know that she wanted to stay with me as much as I wanted her to as well.

"I don't mind at all. Actually I would love that."

Right now I felt so happy I could barely contain it. For the first time in a very long time, I felt whole again.

Y/n truly has saved me.
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A/n: hey so I just wanted to kinda update you all on my life for a moment. So my bf has been living at my parents place with me for quite some time now and as of the end of this week he'll be starting to move back home. We're still together as of right now but honestly I'm not too sure what will happen afterwards. 😪 What I do know though is that I'm very sad and feeling depressed because of all of it and I know once he leaves it'll be worse. I'm not sure how often I'll be writing or updating in the next few weeks to come so I want to apologize now )): I hope you guys understand.