Before The Start

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Hi i'm back , come back of holiday this week with a new idea for a Spoby shot.

this is a long one but it's the spoby ending we deserved so please stay tuned.

If you think they're moving to fast in this remember hanna and caleb had sex as soon as they got back together.

Prompt=Spencer and toby just after AD was arrested.

Read and comment on what you want to read and i will write it.

Hope you enjoy.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Tasha.

TPOV

It's her: the girl who saved me from myself the one who gave me a purpose to live, the one who made me feel loved and safe the only girl who has ever fully had my heart.

she's standing infront of me looking broken and scared if i wasn't holding alex right now i would hold her and make her more loved than she ever has. 2 spencer's 2 fucking Spencers how the hell could i not have seen the difference i claim to be the person who knows her best and i couldn't even tell the difference when i had sex with her what kind of person does that make me.

But as they both stood in front of me begging for mercy i knew which spencer was my spencer, i don't know how i didn't see it before the way her coffee brown eyes always had a sparkle of green in them the way her pink plump lips move up and down as she breathes out, her perfect dimple chin which is one of her favorite places to be kissed which she was always embarrassed about but i always told her it's nothing to be ashamed of: That' s my girl.

The kisses, the scrabble, the date nights, the love making everything comes back to me and most of all how much i am in love with her comes back even though i don't think it ever went away it was just hidden away but now i'm not going to let anything stop me from being with my one true love.

I realized that spencer wasn't the person who i had sex with last night and god that will kill and haunt me forever i spent 3 years having sex with her and i couldn't even tell them apart i know her body better than anyone well i thought i did, i know about the little birthmark she has on her lower back i know it's also one of her best arousal spots, i remember one day we spent the entire day in bed just playing with each others bodies i learnt the fastest way to turn her on is by kissing her back now that i think about it i did that yesterday to AD and it didn't work the way it did but i was to busy to notice but i'm never going to forget those little facts again.

She looks scared, frightened almost broken, we keep a long and loving stare and i can see the silent tears falling down her beautiful diamond shaped face she looks at me like she's still trying to convince me it's her but now i know its her when we get out of here i am never letting her go again she's the one she's always been the one for me.

When Alex and spencer were trying to convince me of which one was telling the truth i didn't know until alex called spencer crazy i saw Spencers face drop she always told me that when she gets called crazy it always takes her back to Radley and the way that she sobbed i knew it was her.

Even when i was with Yvonne don't get me wrong i did the love her but she's not spencer she could never be spencer i moved on to quick and i will regret that i thought i was over spencer but when she came back to rosewood everything came rushing back i was going to leave Yvonne but then spencer and caleb got together and i thought i had lost my chances so i pushed my self away from her said things i didn't want to say just to try and ignore my feelings for her. When i found out caleb had cheated on spencer i was furious that someone had hurt her but than i remembered that i had also hurt her, when i went to her house to tell her that the house was for her i only did that to get closure but i never told her this but i was going to let Yvonne go to Maine alone but then the car crash happened and i couldn't leave her but when i saw that she was going to die i wanted to make her last few moments happy by marrying her so i did.

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