💜 Spoby One Shots 💜

Safe Place To land

hi guys i'm back again this shot is dedicated to @tvshowlover567because she gave me this amazing idea so thank you very much.

sorry if it's to long. do you like the long one or the short ones??

Mentions of rape but don't worry spoby will always be endgame in my shots.

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Prompt=It's been 4 weeks since spencer got home from the dollhouse and she has been experiencing nightmares but she's not the only one.

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xxxx tasha

SPOV

i wake up breathing heavily and sweating i look around and see that it's 3.00 am i look to my left and dark room i sigh once i remember that i'm home i rub my temple and pick up my blanket. I walk over to toby's rocking chair that he made me and curl up in the fetal position i wrap the blanket around me hoping to fall back asleep after another horrid nightmare.

We escaped the dollhouse 4 weeks ago and things have been horrible i've been having these morbid nightmares ever since it's always the same but this one was different it involved the one person who i would do anything for: Toby.

We were in the rooms where they made us live in, but when i woke up toby was tied to my chair he was covered in blood and his head was hanging i was about to scream when he looked up at me i walked over to him and went to touch him but i couldn't touch him whenever i tried he would just disappear he kept on saying this was my fault and then i woke up.

I can live with A. my parents or sometimes the girls being mad at me but never toby whenever he is it feels like a part of me is taken away from me.

Toby has been perfect ever since i escaped not that he's not always perfect but these past few weeks he's been different we hadn't had a lot of sex which is unusual i think we did it once or twice after i was out of the hospital and whenever i tried to initiate it he just backs up and tells me he's not in the mood and when we did have sex he seemed upset afterwards and seemed really distant and i am so scared that i did something wrong.

I don't want to pressure toby i would never do that but i keep having these thoughts that maybe toby met someone new while i was down there maybe he had a one night stand or maybe he's having a affair but this isn't like toby and i'm starting to get worried.

Maybe he's not attracted to me anymore maybe now he thinks i'm just to skinny or he finally has a problem with the fact that i'm not as big in the chest areas as any other girls maybe he finally wants a girl with some meat on her bones and some bigger boobs.

I've never really had a problem with my body until i met toby he never made me feel like i wasn't enough for him but he's handsome, kind, caring, loving and not to mention extremely hot so i always felt like people were judging us when were in public together like they're always thinking what is that guy doing with her.

i shake my head and try to get rid of these thoughts toby loves me and he has always loved me he loves everything about me once we were in bed after i stayed at his and we were just lying naked and he started writing things on my bare back first he wrote beautiful. Smart. Sexy. Great rack and after that we had some amazing love filled sex.