One Year - (Jadam Story)

Day 70 - Movie Night

James POV

"Snacks?"

"Check!"

"Pajamas?"

"Check!"

"Drinks?"

"Double check!"

"Movie!"

"Check!"

Movie night. The time where Adam and I get together in cozy warm P.J's and watch movies. Honestly, it's one of my favorite things to do with him. I waited for Adam to sit next to me and start the movie. I'm not sure what he chose but I believe in his food tastes so I expect it to be just as fun as he is.

Apparently it's a movie about two gay teenage boys who are secretly in love with each other. Just the thought of two gay teens falling for each other makes my chest feel funny, as if my heart began to tickle me deep down. Once Adam sat next to me we began to watch the movie.

I was eating some M&M's until I realized that from the corner of my eyes Adam was looking at me. I didn't make a big deal out of it until after a few minutes he was still drawn to me. It was like he was staring. I then turned around to see if he wanted to ask me something but he looked away, red in the face. I chuckled a little, he's cute.

As we watched the movie some more I felt myself lean closer to him. I don't know why but I really related to the guy in the movie. Just wishing for someone to love, all confused inside, doesn't really know what he's doing. That's me... I'm confused, don't remember much, and don't even know what this weird feeling in my chest. It's not big but...it's small. Small and bugging me a little. And for some reason it only happens when I'm-

"Can I hold your hand?"

I turned over and looked at Adam with wide surprised eyes. "Only if it's okay with you. Uh. I'm sorry for asking that was-"

I held my demon friend's hand tightly and rubbed it, my heart fluttering inside. Adam leaned on me a bit as he locked fingers with me. With our hands intertwined I felt my face become warm.

I feel like one of the boys in the movie. Is this how I'm supposed to feel? Is this normal?

Do I...? No I can't...but can I love my best friend?