Well... I had my last open house this night and Im completely torn. It's between two schools and I just don't know where to go. It sucks that my friends are splitting off to other schools and I will never be in the same class as them ever. It's scary to think I might not see some of the people I've known for 7 years or more. I want to be with friends but I want to go to a place that's good for me. I want uniforms but then again does that matter ? Where will I fit in? In the one school I feel like I belong but in the other I feel like I might be cooler. They don't give you time for this shit! It's fucking bullshit and I want everyone to know that. Tomorrow I'll ask around to see what people think but just the thought of high school is making me sick. And I forgot about classes ! What will I pick?! This is mg future, this determines everything about my working life, that's a lot of stress and presser Im feeling right now. Doing story short, growing up sucks, Im excited for.high school but it also makes me wanna throw up the Chinese food I ate an hour ago.
