WARNING: this is a mature read with detailed mentions of mature themes and multiple kinks. There are also mentions of anxiety, minor depression and panic attacks.
Sebastian Stan x reader
After running away from your hometown in England, you move to...
It had now been three days since you and Sebastian had got back to NYC from LA. The two of you were exhausted.
It was coming up to December now and the rain fall on the streets was immense. Although neither of you minded as you had spent every second together sleeping, training, walking, eating. You name it and they were together for it.
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You were on your way to Sebastian's place in the subway on a rainy day to surprise him, even though you knew he had a meeting with Kevin Feige about marvel productions.
When you got off the train, you immediately pulled out your umbrella. The rigid breeze cooling your body as you scampered through the hustle and bustle of the streets to get to the upper east side.
It was always much quieter on Seb's part of town, big luxurious houses lined up again one another. Each with its own individuality.
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You had been wearing your favourite autumn outfit to surprise him, but you hadn't expected the weather to be this bad so you were of course now drenched.
When you went to buzz to Sebastian's apartment there was no answer. You buzzed again but no answer. You were shivering from head to toe, your umbrella now fighting with the wind. You decided to call him but it went straight to voicemail. Where is that key he left me? You thought to yourself while inspecting every nook and cranny for it.
There was no use. You ended up walking up and down the empty streets, waiting for any sign of your boyfriend's arrival. You had been waiting for almost over two hours when you began to sneeze and start to worry. You had sent him multiple text messages.
It was never like him to leave you on read for this long, so you decided to just give up and start walking home.
There was no point in taking the subway again because you only had little money left. Your head dropped as you walked further into the city.
"Y/n? Is that you?" Your head shot up at the familiar voice. "Oh my god it really is you."
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It was Don. You were relieved but also disappointed at the sae time. You had hoped it was Sebastian coming to see you.
"How have you been, y/n? I mean last time I saw you, you and Seb were.." His voice trailed off as he let out a nervous laugh.
"I've been good and yeah about that I'm so sorry-"
"Don't sweat it sis. You know I'm really happy for you and Seb you two deserve each other. I honestly can't remember the last time I saw him this happy."
"Well, I'm glad, bro. Hey have you seen or spoken to him at all today? I just was at his apartment building waiting for somewhat of three hours but he wasn't there." Your eyes hoped and your heart sank waiting for his answer anxiously.
"No sorry. I heard from him the other day though. He was saying something about you and him coming back to the gym for a bit tomorrow." As he said this, he saw the frown grow on your face as you lowered your head to the floor. "Hey, why don't we go get some coffee and maybe go to the library for you? Or we could go back to the gym and get you cleaned up with some fresh clothes."
You silently nodded. "That would be nice, let's just head straight to the gym."
He smiled softly at you as the two of you walked in a comfortable silence, both now growing the worry for Sebastian.
When you arrived at the gym you took a nice hot shower in the private locker room, trying to wash away the worry and reassure yourself that he is ok.
Don walked in as you pated your hair dry while wrapped in the biggest towel you could find. "Here, I brought you these clothes. I hope they're ok. I know as a kid you loved y/f band."
"Thank you. Really. I don't know what I was doing today. I knew he mentioned some meeting with marvel, but I still went over and tried to surprise him. God I'm so dumb! I knew he wouldn't be there but I let my worry get the best of me!" It pained Don to see you act so harshly towards yourself. He had always tried to stop you from being so self-critical but it was always no use. You always found a flaw in the smallest situations.
"Listen I'll call Sebastian right now and if he doesn't answer than I take you back to yours and cook. How about Ma's Sunday roast?" That had been his favourite food that your mum would always cook every time he visited England. He'd always call your mum 'Ma'. It was comforting to know that he had been accepted into the family just by this.
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Sebastian's POV:
I had been in this meeting for six hours now. My phone had to be turned off for this one. It was a meeting for the next series of "What if?" and they were trying to sort out when our next available table read was.
Fuck, what is taking so long? I need to see Y/n.
My fists were clenched under the table until Mackie noticed. "Hey man what's up? Why you so tense?" he whispered.
"I need to get out of here. Y/n must be worried sick. I know she wanted to come over today." He huffed as the conversations around rolled on.
"Dude, let's get you out of here. I mean hell we all know that none of us have any idea what's going on anymore apart from the fact that the next table read is soon. It all seems pointless." His hand gestured to the door as the two of us grabbed our stuff and rushed out.
"Dude, we're in so much trouble for this." I chuckled.
"It's fine. Just get Evans or Downey or Hemsworth to call Feige and explain." We had now made our way downstairs and into the back of a cab. The rain was pouring heavier now and a storm outside was brewing. I yelled my address to the taxi driver and he sped through the streets as Mackie tried to calm me down.
Authors note:
Hi guys sorry if this part is confusing or anything, I'm just trying to fill in the gaps a bit, but I'm hoping I can get another part out tonight. And if not then tomorrow.