My Biggest Mistake

I don't need him

I first tried to fake that I was dead. Then I tried faking that I was sick and it was working until my favorite brother(note the sarcasm) came down and just had to remind my mom that I had a huge math test that day that he had "helped" me study for. In reality he had sat there and played on his phone while I studied the quadratic formula.

So now, I was at school just waiting for Danielle to come up and freak out on me. I hadn't gotten any more texts since last night so I had no clue what kind of mood she was in. I wasn't sure I wanted to find out...

But when I saw her come in, I watched her having a very serious conversation with... TYLER!!! What the heck! We had this conversation yesterday with her not wanting us to hang out with Tyler. Maybe this was a good thing. Maybe we could just all be friends and no more drama. The bell rang so I made my way to class.

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I got into Social Studies and the first thing I saw was Tyler sitting in a different seat, with people around him. I walked up to him. "Hey Tyler, why are you sitting here? Let's go back over there so we can sit together, you know, like we always do."

"Oh, I'm sure you want to sit with me." He said sarcastically.

"Well, ya. That's why I was asking you..."

"Look, Grace, you don't have to pretend anymore, Danielle told me everything and that is ok with me, just leave me alone though."

"What, I don't understand?"

"Just go Grace..."

"No! I need to know what's going on because I want to be your friend but if you don't want to be my friend just say it. And wait, what did Danielle tell you?"

"I said go, you clearly don't understand that do you?"

I felt tears prick my eyes. "This conversation isn't over Tyler. I don't know what Danielle told you but it's not true."

"Just give up the act Grace." And he turned around. I went to another seat while on the verge of tears. What the heck did Danielle tell him? Or maybe he just decided he didn't like me anymore so he just made up the story so that he didn't have to hang out with me anymore. That was probably it. I'm ok with that. Who am I kidding, I'm not ok with that. He could have at least told me in a nicer way. Well that's fine, I guess we aren't friends anymore.

I went through my classes feeling broken inside. I tried to put up a happy facade but I couldn't. I hadn't known Tyler for long but he had quickly become one of my best friends. He had been the only who had cared when Danielle had slapped and now, well it felt like he was the one who slapped me. I didn't want to face him at lunch, heck I didn't want to face him ever again...

"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!" I told myself. He doesn't care and I neither should I. We aren't friends anymore and I needed to remember that. I felt sick at the thought. Jeez, this was making me physically sick, maybe it was better that we weren't friends anymore. "I don't need him, I don't need him, I don't need him, I don't need him!"
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Sorry for not updating and I'm sorry for suck a short update. I decided something though, I don't like these books. What I am writing isn't my writing style. I'm not going to take this book down but I'm not going to update very often(I know I don't anyway but I will get better!) I don't know what my next story will be about but it will be up by the weekend!!!

Love,
Gray