Always and Forever | DARKNESS SERIES #5 ✔️

Chapter 42 Jason's POV

"Dinner Girls" I call out from the kitchen and Sasha comes walking in with Lexi on her hip and I smile at them. My beautiful girls.. My prinnys come walking in after and I smile at them.
"Ace cook?" Mya says and I nod.
"Yes, prinny. Are you hungry?" I ask her looking between them both..
"Daddy" Lexi says looking at me and I freeze. Did I just hear her correctly. She hasn't spoken in so long I was getting worried.
"Where is daddy. And mummy?" Mya asks and Ruby nods..
"There coming back tomorrow maybe, are you missing them?" I ask and they both nod sadly. Fuck
"How about we eat dinner and we FaceTime them after?" I ask smiling at them
"Yes please Ace" they both say and I grin. Simple enough
"Right baby will you set the girls at the table and I'll start bringing dinner over" I tell Sasha.
"Yeah sure baby" she says and takes the girls with her to the kitchen table.
I start picking up the plates of spaghetti bolognese and taking them to the girls knowing they love it. And it's quick and simple with garlic bread.
Sitting down with all my favourite girls and smile happy. Is this what it would be like if I had more? Does Sasha want any children? I know I do. Should I ask her?
"Sasha baby" I say and he hums while she seats.
"Do you want children?" I ask her hoping to hear a maybe atleast
"Definitely. Well I do now anyways, do you want more?" she asks and I nod smiling.
"Of course. I'd have loads a real big family. But I'll settle for 3 maybe 4 more" I tell her and her eyes pop.
"You do realize my age has a major part in this. Do you see a future with me Jason?" she asks me nervously
"Absolutely Sasha. I love you" I tell her and she let's out a sigh of relief.
"Ace loves Sasha" Ruby sings and I laugh.
"Sasha loves Ace too" Sasha says and I kiss her when she looks at me and the girls clap giggling. I think I could live like this with my own family. I'd miss Liam like I usauslly do but Sasha fills that void. Well so much and I'll have my daughter. Somewhere close to here tho maybe I should actually check my bank and see how much I'm working with.
"What's got you thinking so hard?" Sasha asks me and I smile at her.
"I'm not sure yet. But it's gonna be a surprise I know that" I tell her and chuckle. Would she like to live with just me and my daughter?

----—------ Sasha's POV

I watch Jason as he eats his food wondering what the surprise could be. I'd like to know more of the man I'm falling in love with and bond with Lexi. I love living here but it's not what I expected. I love Liam and Stacey and I hope we can be close but living together? Where two strong women. I don't think that's gonna work and that's the truth.
I've heard alot of things on the inside about them and I don't really want to come to blows with them over something stupid.
I don't want to lose Jason and I don't want to get in between him and Liam. Ever.
I need to respect there relationship as it is, just how Stacey does because I see it. I know about Liam and what he does. I'm not stupid.. And I know what Jason can do aswell but it doesn't matter to me. I really don't care. I thought my job was my life but it really isn't. It's family and what you have around you. I've come into a big family who thrive on love and I've been totally accepted by them all and I love them all. Yet I just want Jason to myself. Am I asking for to much?
Finshing up with dinner I grab the wipes from the side and clean all three girls up while Jason takes the plates away.
"Did you enjoy that girl's" I ask them smiling.
"Yes Sasha, love love" Mya says rubbing her stomach.
"I love too" Ruby says
"Well that's good to hear, we'll have dessert soon" I tell them and they jump down and run off. Picking Lexi up I look at her and smile. She's so beautiful and looks so much like her dad but.. What happened to your mum baby girl?
Looking at Jason I know he knows and I hope one day he tells me.
"So, shall we give this one a bath" I ask Jason and he smiles at us
"You'll be a great mum one day baby" he tells me and I smile and kiss him. I hope so Lexi's making me broody.
"Let's go put you in the bath baby girl" I say to her and she giggles as I walk with Jason out the kitchen and up the stairs.
Walking down the corridor he opens the girls bedroom and we walk in and put Lexi down and she crawls to her toys while Jason goes into the bathroom to run her bath. This is what it would be like me him and Lexi if we lived alone. We'd be a family? And that's what I want now more than anything. Does Jason want that too tho?
"Baths ready Lexi baby, come on" Jason calls and she goes crawling in laughing and I watch her pull herself up the bath and stand there with her arms out to Jason. She's so cute.
I take of my heels and walk into the bathroom and kneel down on the floor and start to run water over her hair and body.
"I love you Sasha baby" Jason says and I smile up at him. He's so cute.
"I love you to baby" I tell him feeling all fuzzy still from it.
Can't wait for Liam and Stacey to come back so we can all have a conversation but first I need to talk to Jason.