DARKNESS BOOK 5 | MUST READ BOOK 4
After the shock of what happened will things ever be the same again? What will they all do?
Will Jason thrive in this fucked up world?
Will Stacey and Liam get what they want?
Twists and turns coming up and I hope...
Sitting in the bedroom as I wait for Sasha to finish up getting ready for my planned proposal and I'm stararting to get nervous now. What if she says no? Or worst thinks I'm rushing it and leaves me.. Us. Fuck! Calm down Jason fucking hell. She loves you and wants this too. I think. I fucking hope. I feel the ring in my jacket pocket and take a deep breath. You can do this! "Ready baby, how do i look?" Sasha asks nd I stand up speechless. Wow!
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"You look beyond amazing right now my queen. Fuck I don't wanna go now" I say looking at her all over. Jeez. "Where are we going Jason?" she asks pouting hating the surprise. It's gonna be good baby. Incredible.. I hope. "It's not to far baby. I hope you like it" I tell her andshe nods slowly as I take her hand nd kiss it leading her out the room and down the stairs. I lock up behind us and help Sasha into the car and jog around climbing in myself. "You ready beautiful?" I ask her and she smiles at me. "Absolutely. I can't wait to see where we're going" she says and i hold on to that excitement. Please say yes!
After driving around to the back of the house and pulling up just near where I've set up on the beach. I walk over towards Talia and she nods at me and walks away. "What's Talia doing here?" Sasha asks and I look at her. "Staying guard. But it's just us now. I needed her to watch my plan" I tell her and she gasps when she sees it. That's a good sign.
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"This is beautiful baby, I can't believe you did this. I love you so much" she says and hugs me tightly. Good start. "I love you too, so anything to see that beautiful smile my queen" I tell her and lead her to a seat. I open the bottle of wine and pour us drinks and hand Sasha a glass. "You look so good right now Sasha baby" I tell her not being able to take my eyes off her. "You look hot too baby. I can't wait to get you out of it" she purrs and I swallow wanting nothing more than to end the night like that. Talia arrives with our food, she places the boxes down and leaves again with a nod. "Chinese for my queen" I say knowing she loves it. I hand her over the box that's hers and I take mine and grab a fork not even attempting the chopsticks. I'll pass. I watch her dig in humming with appreciation and smiling at me and all I can think is I want to spend the rest of my life watching her. Loving her. I eat my food lost in her and I can't help but smile. "Are you OK? You're staring more that usual" she says blushing and I chuckle. Am I? "I'm sorry, I just love looking at you and I can't help it beautiful. Sorry" I say again and she smiles at me grabbing my hand. "Just wanted to know you was OK that's all. I don't mind, don't apologise baby" she tells me and I nod smiling. Good because I can't help it.
We finish up eating talking about everything and anything and I think it's time. I need to just ask her. "Sasha baby, I love you with all my heart and you make me a better man and father actually" I start and she just stares at me watery eyes so I continue. "Me and Lexi would be lost without you baby. You mean the world to both of us and I can't live without you. I don't want to. You brightened up my whole life and was there for me during my darkest time and I'll never be able to repay you for that other that loving you forever. Will you make me even more happier and marrying me my quuen" I ask and pull the ring from my pocket opening it up. I hold my breath. She just sits there lost staring at the ring and I begin to panic. Oh my god she's gonna say no.. "Absolutely baby. YES, YES, YES!!" She screams and cries and I jump up and pick her up spinning her around feeling over the fucking moon. Oh my god she actually said yes! "Really? You'll marry me" I ask her as I kiss all over her face. "Yes Jason. I'll marry you, I love you soo much" she tells me and I kiss her forcefully pushing my tongue into her mouth and she sucks onit making me growl. I want her now. I slide the ring onto her finger fitting perfectly and she looks at it with tears running down her cheeks. "I love it. It's perfect baby" she tells me and kisses me again.
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"Let's go home, I want you now" she says and starts to pull me along and I quick grab the bottle of champagne that's gonna get popped at home.
