Always and Forever | DARKNESS SERIES #5 ✔️

Chapter 66 Liam's POV

"Shall I get Becky to collect the girls?" Stacey asks me finishing up her food looking at me
"Good idea Queenie, that means I can stay with you" I tell her and she snuggles into me while I grab my phone and call Becky.
"Hi Liam" she says answering straight away.
"Can you go and pick the girls up please there at Jason's" I tell her
"Yeah of course I'll leave now. Anything else" she asks me.
"That will be all Becky thank you bye" I tell her and we hang up.
"Well that's the girls sorted. What would my queen like to do?" I ask her and she looks up at me.
"I think it time for you to read my letter baby" she says and I open my jacket and pull it from the inside pocket.
"You carry it around with you?" she asks me surprised. Why I'm me?
"I was waiting for the perfect moment after we said we'd read it together so made sense" I tell her and she leans up and kisses me.
"I love you so much baby" she tells me and hugs me.
"I love you too, you ready?" I ask her and she nods pulling away and taking a deep breathe.
Open it up I start to ready the letter out loud.

Please baby come back to me.
I have no one but you and my baby. I lied to you in the hospital when I told you Victor was there. He never showed up. Still hasn't either. I miss you so much baby I need you..
I feel like I'm going crazy thinking I've seen you and you never came back to me. You fucking promised me you would come back to me and you haven't. I must be a fool to still love you but I can't help it. I will always be yours and I'm determined for that to still happen. I don't want you to move on because I am selfish. I want you baby please come back. This is all fucked up.

Taking a moment I look at my queen and hug her to me.
"I'm sorry you felt like this baby. I had no idea, I thought you was happy with Victor so I left you to it. I'm so fucking sorry" I tell her kissing her holding her to me.
"It hurts me so fucking bad to know that you was alone with Mya thought all of it. I somehow feel like I failed you my queen.. Did I?" I ask her and she looks up at me holding my face wiping my tears away as she always has.
"Baby no, I love you and I only wanted you so I was miserable. I did this not you. I just loved you and I couldn't move on. Mya got me through it" she tells me and I know what she means Ruby did the same for me.
I take a deep breath and continue the letter.

Stop putting me fucking first and do what you want. Take me like you want to. I know I have Mya now - that's what I've called her. But nothing has to change Liam. Nothing has changed for me. I still love you like I always have. I miss you baby.
You don't deserve me or my love Liam. But it is what it is. My heart belongs to you. I miss talking and seeing your handsome face and I've had nothing.. I was by your side for so long and now its like you don't give a fuck about how I feel. I gave my heart to you and you threw it back at me. I wanna call you but we aren't even friends.. I fucking love you Liam Johnson..
Yours Always and Forever Stacey Johnson XXXXX

I take another deep breath and look at her. Do I deserve her love? I didn't used to and I knew that but now? I'd say I do.. Right?
"Do I deserve you and your love now my queen?" I ask her bluntly.
"Absolutely, it was a sad, depressing time and I don't know why I wrote that. Of course you deserve my love. I love you Liam" she says and kisses me holding me close and I breath a sigh of relief. Thank fuck! I needed to hear them words.
"I'm glad you wrote it and aloud me to read it, it make me sad thinking about the past but I'm also happy to be in the present with you my queen. I'll never let you go again. Believe me" I tell her and she laughs.
"Still as selfish as ever. Good to know" she says grinning at me.
"I'll never stop" I tell her and pull her into me.
"My beautiful pregnant queen, I'll always be in awe with you baby" I tell her and she smiles up at me rubbing her hand down my cheek.
"I know the feeling boo" she says and she rarely calls me that but when she does I feel myself blush and go weak for her.

Relaxing in the garden and suddenly hearing laughter letting us know the girls are back.
"Mummy, daddy" they both scream running out to us.
"Hi princesses, did we have fun at Ace's?" I ask them smiling at them.
"Hi babies" Stacey says kissing and cuddling them before they jump towards me.
"Yesss" they both shout jumping up and down
"Well that's good then, have you had dinner to?" I ask them and they both nod.
Well ain't Sasha a gooden.
"Play in the cars" Mya asks and I nod looking to Becky and she takes the girls to go get them out.
"What would you like to do my queen?" I ask her and she shrugs.
"You wanna go for a swim?" I ask her and she perks up.
"Oh my god yess! I need to go change" she says and kisses me jumping off of me. I chuckle watching my amazing wife jog away from me excited and happy. I'm loving life right now.