Always and Forever | DARKNESS SERIES #5 ✔️

Chapter 89 Jason's POV

"Can we talk Jason?" Sasha suddenly says and I look to her wondering what's on her mind. Shes been quiet all morning.
"Whats wrong beautiful? Did I do something?" I ask her thinking would 8 could of done.. No fucking idea.
"No, no it's not you. You've done nothing Jason. It's.. Me" she says a little to quite at the end and the hairs on the back of my neck stand and I stare at her.
"OK? What about you, what have you done?" I ask her feeling slightly panicked.. Not again..
"I got a call from the doctor and.." she starts and I blink a few times.. OK?
"And?.." I prompt her and she sniffles.. This isn't good. Fuck!
"I can't give you what you want Jason. I'm so sorry and I understand if you don't want me anymore. Your young you can still have everything you want. I'm sorry that I couldn't be her" she tells me beginning to stand and I grab her hand and I look at her confused.
"Where do you think your going. We're not done" I tell her and she puts her head down.
"What are you even talking about Sasha baby? You cnt give me what I want? I have all I want" I tell her truthfully and she looks up at me slowly.
"You said you want a while football team. I cnt even give you one Jason. I love you and I cnt give you what you want. I'm sorry" she says and starts to cry. Fuck my Sasha baby thinks I'm gonna leave her if she can't give me a baby. I would never.
"Baby no! I love you and that's all that matters. We have Lexi and that's all we need. She calls you mummy and she loves you. We need you Sasha baby. Your all I want. My queen" I tell her wiping away her falling tears. My Sasha baby. I'd never leave you.
"I love you Jason King" she tells me and hugs me tightly and I hold her with just as much force.
"I love you Sasha baby" I tell her and smile. Me and Lexi would be lost without her. Whether she can give me more or not, I'll love her.
"I spoke to Liam and Stacey about it" she says quietly and I sigh. Of course she did.
"They told me you would be OK with this and that you love me regardless and convinced me to talk to you" she says and I nod.
"Well I'm glad you told me baby. Don't worry, your going nowhere" I tell her and she smiles wide at me and kisses me.
"Well now that's a weight lifted off my shoulders, can we go to work I have so much to do today for the opening this evening. I'm so excited baby" she beams and I grin at her. Thankful to Liam and Stacey as usual.
"I'm so proud of you baby. Your gonna do great" I tell her as she jumps up happily. Leave her.. Is she mad.
"I'm gonna go baby. Thanku for being you. I love you" she says and kisses me then walks over to Lexi and kisses her.

"So Lexi baby, what shall we do today while mummy's at work" I ask her and smile down at her.
"Fair daddy" she says holding up her arms to b picked up.
"Absolutely, shall daddy ring uncle Liam for the girls?" I ask her and she nods excitedly clapping.
Pulling out my phone I dial Liam.
"Brother, you, me and our princesses. Fair, right now?" I say getting to the point.
"Jason.. Yeah why not. Let me rearrange this meeting and I'll meet you there" he says and I hear him rummaging around.
"See you soon brother" I tell him and hang up. It's gonna be a good day.
"Lets go princess" I tell her walking out grabbing my car keys and wallet. It's about to get expensive.

"Daddy, tea cups pleased" she says adorably and I smile down at her. How can I say anything but yes to that beautiful little face.
"Let do it princess" I tell her holding her hand as we walk towards them. I pull my phone out and text Liam.

Jason: At the tea cups brother. Hurry up!

Getting a reply straight away I look at it.

Liam: Just about to say that. We're already there bro

Looking up I see Liam putting the girls in tea cups and following them. I climb up and get into one with Lexi.
"Ace Ace" they both scream clapping and I wave at them as the ride starts.
"Hi girls" I call out and they wave at me.
I smile at them with Liam at look to my baby girl. I love her so much. She's growing up so fast.
"Spin daddy" she squeals happily and I laugh at her spinning the tea cup.
"Yaay. Again, again" she calls out so I do happily and she loves it.
After a few more rounds the ride comes to a stop and Lexi smiles at me and holds out her arms to get out.
"What now princess?" I ask her as we walk over to Liam and the girls.
"Swings, Ace please" Ruby says and I look down at her then Mya who's nodding eagerly then to a smiling Lexi.
"Swings it is then" Liam says and the girls get excited.
Lexi slides down and stands between Mya and Ruby and hold each hand out to them. They both take it and I can't help but smile. There all perfect. I love them all.
"We did good brother" I tell Liam as we follow behind watching the girls.
"We absolutely did brother. Proud daddies" he says and I laugh happily knowing he's right. We're doing our best. That's all that matters.

After a bunch of different rides the girls wanted dinner so we're currently sat in a diner waiting for our order.
"So brother, how's things? You and Sasha good?" Liam asks and I was wondering when he'd bring it up.
"We're good brother. She told me a little but didn't go into detail about it. So this is it for me. Just Lexi" I tell him feeling a little pain in my heart.
"I really wanted more, not just for us but for Lexi aswell. But I love Sasha and won't leave her over this. It just sucks" I tell H honestly like always.
"I know what you mean bro, I thought this was it for me at one point because it just wasnt happening after all of what we do" he says and I laugh.. Yeah we all know.
"Yeah but it worked out for you both. Your having twins for God sake. You got what you always wanted brother. I'm happy for you" I tell him genuinely happy for him. He's wanted this for as long as I can remember. He has it all. I'm so proud of him.
"Don't give up. She needs you now more than ever Jason.im here for you, both of you and Stacey you know this brother" he tells me and I smile. He knows me better than anyone.
"Thanks brother. I needed this" I tell him patting his shoulder and he does it back smiling at me.
We got this. Liam will always have more. And then Kane and Chelsea. I'm happy with my little family. Lexi will have plenty of cousins to play with. I'm good. Happy.