Always and Forever | DARKNESS SERIES #5 ✔️

Chapter 109

4 weeks later

I lay on the bed being scanned after having everything else checked and my bloods taken again. I seriously hate it. But anyways I'm hoping there ready to come out. I'm seriously dying now. I thought it was hard before. Its becoming a joke. I'm massive for fuck sake.
"Your 36 weeks now hunny, there gonna be here any day. If not we'll induce you at 38 weeks and give you the planned c-section. It's dangerous to naturally birth them hunny sorry" she says and I nod understanding. How fun extra recovery.
"It's gonna be OK baby, ill be there for anything you or my babies need. Don't worry I got you" Liam tells me squeezing my hand understanding my thought process. Did I tell you how amazing my husband is.
"Don't worry hunny, it's gonna be OK. And you'll be back home with your babies in now time but in the meet time listen to dad. Let him take the load now more that ever" she tells me and I nod again. I'll try.
"Well that's it for you, I'll print you some pictures and you can go. I'll see you if you go into labour if not it will be in two weeks hun. Just relax please hun" she tells me like a mother would and I smile up at her as I wipe away the excess gel on my bump.
I sort my clothes and Liam helps me off the bed helping me walk out. Yeah my independence is leaving me faster than I thought. I hate it.
Climbing into the car after collecting my booklet I know our routine by now and it's dinner time. Finally..
I want a chip shop. Liam starts the car looking at me.
"I want chips baby. Find a chip shop please" I ask him and he smiles and nods at me driving in that direction.
"Whatever you want beautiful. Two weeks left huh. Its going quick now. Everythings been deliver we just got to set everything up. You got it in you today?" he asks me a d I nod eagerly.
"Definitely, I can't wait to see everything together in our room baby. But two of everything was a joke. But I want them matching 90% of the time. I love it" I tell him and he nods chuckling. I always get my way.
"Whatever makes you happy baby. You've brought so much lately, is there anything else being delivered?" he asks and I pull out my phone as he parks up.
"Just some more clothes and blankets. All the bigger items have come" I tell him and he smiles.
"Alright, food? You want just chips or something else with it?" he asks and I think about it.
"curry sauce and a potatoe fritter please baby" I tell him and he joss kisses me and jumps out.
I scroll through my purchases and swallow hard at how much I've actually spent over the last month alone. Fucking hell. And then I brought Ruby and Mya new clothes for the season aswell so there's that and then the presents for being good. Fucking hell.
I click on tgehe jd app and check my basket thinking what's another £140 when it's for my bigger baby. I haven't brought him trainers in years. He better like them because I do.
I click buy and rush the delivery for tomorrow.. See that's my problem. I want them asap so I pay more. Bloody hell.
Liam climbs back into the car handing me my food and holding his.
"Smells so good thank you baby" I tell him taking a bite of my food.
We eat our food in a comfortable silent like we have so many times over the years and think it's not gonna be like this for much longer. And where gonna need a bigger car for when we do family trips because to carseat and two girls is gonna be hard plus Becky. Jeez our holiday and wedding are gonna be hard work.
"Baby thinking about the holiday how are we ment to travel with for kids.. Like four fucking kids plus everyone else's. Wow it's gonna be alot. What are we doing?" I ask him beginning to panic and he grabs my hand rubbing it soothing me.
"It will be ok there's plenty of people to help us baby, don't overthink it. We're going" he says and I nod agreeing.
"I want to go obviously it's just gonna be stressful" I tell him honestly and he smiles dropping his head back.
"I won't lie it's gonna be stressful but we have to do this baby, for us please. I need this for us" he says looking at me in the eyes pleading with me.
"Nothing will stop me marry you again baby. Where ever it is" I tell him and lean forward to kiss him.
"Thank you beautiful. I love you" he says pulling back and I smile
"I love you too baby" I tell him and continue to eat my food. Panic over.

Arriving back at the house I make my way up the stairs to the spare room we're we've been storing everything thats baby related.
Liam walks in behind me and I point to the Chico next to me. Priority first.
I take one as Liam takes the other out the packaging and put the stands together quite quickly.
"There so nice, I love them now your gonna have to have one on your side baby" I tell him and he smiles running his hand over the sleeper.
"That's perfectly fine my queen. I was expecting that anyways" he says picking them both up moving them to get on with the next things. It's gonna be a long day.

Finally everything's put together and I'm in the middle of sorting and hanging clothes up and folding them into there new draws. I love tiny clothes, there so cute.
"Moving everything around into place into the nursery I drop on the chair and take a deep breath. That was hard. Fucking hell.
"Dinner should be ready baby" Liam says checking his watch and I look at him thinking we took that long. But atleast it's done. And the girls should be back from there after school club too.
"Let's go baby" I tell him holding out my hand for help. Foods awaiting.