Always and Forever | DARKNESS SERIES #5 ✔️

Chapter 9 Jason's POV

"I want to meet everyone. Lexi" Sasha suddenly says and I look at her surprised.
"Really?" I ask her not knowing if she's serious. Why would she want to meet everyone and especially my daughter if it's just sex?
"Yeah really. Do you not want to. Oh my god you don't want to. I've well over stepped haven't I. Fuck. I'm sorry forget I asked" she says getting up and walking into her kitchen. What the fuck just happened?
I jump up and walk into her and spin her to face me.
"I'm sorry I was just very surprised. You haven't over stepped" I tell her and she sighs.
"I like you Jason. I don't know what this is but I don't want it to stop" she says and I swallow. Wait what? Liam just said..
"What happened to no feelings?" I ask her raising a brow smirking.
"That was before you turned up drunk and fucked the shit out of me" she says and I laugh. What can I say..
"I like you too. You make me feel better thank you" I tell her and she smiles up at me.
"What about my job?" she asks and I sigh.
That big whopping you fuck people for money. Yeah great..
"I don't know Sasha. Let's like it one step at a time OK" I tell her and she nods.
I can't have another failed attempt. I can't do it.
"I can work with that" she says and I pull her into me. Why do things have to be complicated. My brother killing my wife my daughter. Sasha's job. Fuck I'm thinking that could be the worst one now. How would that even work. I can't just tell her she can't do it anymore that's how we met. But I don't think I could handle it. It's not me. She'd be mine and mine alone.

"Are you gonna come with me to the mansion when I'm ready to go home" I ask her really wanting her to come.
"I'd like that Jason, I hope they like me tho. You my job and that" she says and I shake my head.
"They know what you do. There jobs aren't exactly good now are they" I tell her and she chuckles.
"But will Liam want me around his kids let alone yours. I'm just hoping they are accepting as you are" she says and kisses my cheek.
"You say you know Liam so why would there be an issue?" I ask her raising a brow. Surely not. Right?
"I just know him not properly. He knows what I do and I know what he does but we're not friends like that" she says and I nod understanding. I'm hoping they haven't fucked. Praying infact.
"I wanna ask you something because I generally don't know the answer" I say to her and she nods looking confident.
"Have you fucked my brother?" I just spit it out and she laughs.. Huh?
"Baby no. It was never like that" she says and I feel myself relax. Thank fuck.
She cuddles into me and I can't help but smile.
"Would there be a problem if I had?" she asks me and I laugh.
"I dunno but my heart was beating so quick when you laughed. I thought you was gonna tell me yes" I say honestly and she shakes her head no chuckling.
"I met him at a party when I first started escorting. He was nice but we was drunk and nothing ever happened. We just stayed in contact every now and then. Nothing more" she says and I nod smiling.
"And now? You don't like him?" I ask her holding my breath. He had it all. Always has. Dick.
"He's a good looking guy I won't lie. But I like you. There's a big difference Jason" she says and I smirk.
"Well I'm happy to hear that let me ring my brother now and tell him" I tell her. She smiles and goes to move but I pull her back and kiss her temple
"Bro" I hear down the line and I smile
"Brother, I'm bringing Sasha with me when I come back. She's gonna meet everyone and your all going to accept her" I tell him and he laughs.
"I'm happy for you bro, I haven't seen her in a minute" he says and I smile down at Sasha.
"We're gonna throw a little gathering here for your birthday, so I need you to come back before your birthday for your surprise. Trust me you won't regret it bro" he says and I still have no idea what this surprise could be.
"Just tell me already Liam" I whine and he laughs.
"I really want to but I can't. I need to see you" he tells me excited as fuck I can hear the giddiness in his voice.
"Fine give me another day or two and I'll be back" I tell him looking at Sasha and she nods smiling at me.
"Alright bro. We'll be here when you get back. Call me" he says and we hang up.
"You sure about this Sasha? I won't mind if your not ready to do this. There a wild bunch" I tell her and she smiles and runs her hand down my face.
"I want you so I'm happy to meet your family. I can't wait. But I do need a salon trip sooner as you said two days now" she raises her brow and I chuckle.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to throw you off. He's eager to show me this surprise. I have no idea what it could be either so I need to go" I tell her and she nods lifting to grab the remote.
"Let's watch a film baby. Just relax and we'll worry about everything else later. I just want us to be us while we can" she says and I smile as she cuddles into me further.
I'm totally enjoying being with her it feels light and easy. I feel a sense of happiness through all this sadness. And that all down to Sasha. She's perfect.