It's been three weeks since Jason left for his honeymoon and I fucking miss him man. I'm throwing myself into preparing the perfect wedding for my perfect queen. Plus it's her birthday too. It's gonna be magical like she wants. Fit for a queen.
I've found and booked the venue well castle and I'm pretty sure by the photos she's gonna love it. I hope anyways. It's just like in the Disney movies she use to make us watch when we were kids. She was my queen then. 17 years ago, and I definitely love her more each and every day. There is no me, without her.
I sit at my desk looking through my laptop at flowers. I know she loves roses so I get them in white and blush pink.
I follow the process on the website of booking the flowers. How many bouquet Wil I need and decide to order there bouquet too. I click back off and into 'make you own' and select the colours and flowers and adding jewels for extra. Obviously. I chose white and blush pink roses and tap where I want the jewels on the bouquet. Handy I thought smiling at my work.
I need Ata ey for the rest so I click down that page not wanting her to see to the big day. Everything will be perfect.
Standing from my chair I make my way out my office and listen for something.. Anything to tell me where she is in this big ass house. I walk towards the living room hearing little cries and start to walk faster towards whoever it is.
"Baby, rock hunter please while I feed Tyler my legs killing" my queen asks me and I crouch down to my little man and pick him up. I've noticed he's becoming a major mummies boy later. I can't blame him tho.
"What's wrong with daddy's double, you want mummy don't you. She's feeding your brother beautiful. That's it, good boy" I coo and he starts to settle. That's what I like to see. I continue rocking him looking down at him in awe. He's so beautiful. His little nose that's just like mine and his lips too. He's a little lighter than me but he really is me. It's scary.
"Baby, he really is me" I say to Stacey quietly and she smiles up at me from the sofa.
"They both are baby but yeah I see you so much more in Hunter. They gonna be handsome just like daddy" she says but smiles down at Tyler. I can't lie she's right.
Kings in the making.
I look down at hunter and smile as he sleeps away in my arms. Now for the hard part about this. Putting him into his crib. I hold my breath as I place him down and put the blanket over him gentle. I step back and release my breath quietly. He's nothing like how Ruby was. He's gonna be hard work. Just like me. Fuck I'm sorry my queen.
I sit down next to her and watch her wind Tyler.
"Your so good with them baby. I knew you would be but you always surpass everything. My perfect queenie" I say and lean over kissing her as she smiles at me.
"Your an amazing dad baby. Don't EVER doubt that because believe me all the children including Lexi love you and worship you my king. Just like I do too and everyone around you. Your the best dad foreal" she says again and I grin wide. Her seeing that I'm doing my best at this dad thing is more than I hoped for. As long as she sees I'm trying it's all that matters. Her opinion of me. But the children will have one soon. The girls are growing up to quick. Lexi's started nursery with them too. Times flying. But I am having fun with my family.
"I did come to ask you something baby" I tell her and she nods smiling for me to ask away.
"Are you having bridesmaids? A maid of honor? Do you want them to all have flowers? What are we doing with the girls?" I ask her needing to know to order everything.
"I'm asking Sian to be my maid of honor because she's been there thorough everything from day one. She deserves it and it's what I want. And Sasha and Chelsea will be my bridesmaids and Ruby, Mya and Lexi will be my flower girls. The twins will be in suits matching you too and all girls will. We'd matching flower bouquets and my will be different" she tells me and I nod. I got everything I need. They all need flowers. Six bouquets to order.
"and I want you bestman/men to be wearing blush pink ties and flower please baby. I just want blush pink" she says and I nod understanding with a smile. I k ow what my queen wants.
"I've got this baby. I won't let you down" I tell her and she shakes her head.
"You'll never let me down baby. It's your day too" she tells me and I kiss her needing too.
"Let's have dinner first. Put Tyler down in his crib, Becky's around but we can hear them" I tell her and she does just that.
"Osiris should be done" she says looking at her watch and leading the way.
Qe walk into the kitchen just as he's plating up chicken curry with rice and Naan. He's made a side salad and places it onto the table.
"Enjoy" he says and leaves us alone. Smells good. He's good at what he does.
I pull out the chair for Stacey and she sits and I kiss her head. Taking my own seat next to her I look at my food grabbing my fork and spoon and dig in hungrily.
"This is so good boo. Do you like it?" Stacey asks and I look at her with my mouth stuffed and she laughs.
"I guess that's a yes" she says taking another spoon full of food.
"I miss your cooking baby. Are we keep Osiris or you taking back over. It doesn't need to be now if you wanted to" I tell her so she doesn't think I'm pressuring her into this if she doesnt want it.
"How about we keep him untill we come back from our honeymoon. The children need feeding while where away" she says chuckling and I smile at her and pout thinking.
"So when we get back your taking over. You can do it gradually if that's what you need you can sort a plan of days you want with Osiris" I say and she nods eating away.
"Sounds good baby. I'll do that" she says and I grin carrying on my eating. I've missed my queen's cooking, she really is 5he whole perfect package.
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